Dedicated to the cicadas in summer, the mottled shade, and you who kissed at that time
I think everyone has a similar time in their memory: hot summer days, idle afternoon sunlight, dappled tree shadows that flicker and dim, sometimes glowing hair tips, sweat-soaked tops. The sweat beads on his forehead seemed to see the transpiration of hormones. In such heat, you think about the person in your heart, the hot weather, and the restless heart. Occasionally a cool wind blew the leaves. You suck the cold soda through the straw, imagining your lover's or his eyes as you touch your lover's skin with your icy fingertips.
Summer seems to be the most suitable season for unexplained secret love.
This movie is like telling a story about a love that we have all experienced, about a love that never ends.
When I first liked someone, I wasn't sure about my mood, but I would pay attention to the other person's actions for no reason. Sometimes my mother-in-law disgusted me. Seeing him being intimate with others makes him feel inexplicably irritable. He came to talk to himself for no reason, and became happy for a while. Eating inexplicable vinegar, fussing over inexplicable trivial matters, but unable to speak to anyone, so I kept it all in my heart. into a balloon full of air. It can be pierced if you are not careful. Oliver said: Is there anything you don;t know? Elio said: I know nothing. Just like the famous sentence: you know nothing, Jon Snow. Love, love, the inexplicable attraction between two people, what is it? ? How to define it? How to prove it? Why does it make people so soulless, different inside and outside, as if mentally handicapped, but it brings unparalleled happiness? Do you want to tell her/him? What does she/he think of me? Having said that, will you not even have to be friends? Still don't say it. But want to get closer, closer. Even if it is only one centimeter away, it can be secretly happy for a while. When I first liked someone, it was like falling into a cloud and fog, without a goal, and I couldn't see the direction. I feel like I know a lot, but I don't understand anything.
The happiest thing in the world is finding out that the person you like also likes you. At the moment of discovery, it was as if there were more than a thousand fireworks blooming in my heart at the same time, and a thousand cicadas chirped at the same time. Time seemed to stop, and it seemed to be spinning forward, and the world no longer existed. You kissed each other's lips, soft and not like it should be on this earth. It's just that little lip, and you've melted, and your body doesn't exist anymore, just your lips, where they touch the other's lips. He couldn't help but want to touch each other, like Elio naughty stepping on Oliver's feet, unable to hold back his heart, a thousand butterflies seemed to be fluttering out of his chest. Wanting to fit every inch of skin tightly, rub it out, melt it, and cast it together until it's inseparable.
The first solo trip with a lover is sweet and dripping with honey. Saying goodbye to my parents, friends and family, sitting side by side on the bus, I can only laugh like a fool, no words can describe the happiness. I just want to keep talking and hugging, 24 hours a day is not enough.
Then came the time to separate. No amount of hugs is enough, no amount of words can be said, often only empty words like "goodbye" and "take care". Looking at the silhouette of the other party away, I feel that my whole body is also empty, and my heart is no longer there. Confused, I don't know where to go, I can only find a place to sit down, but I recall the things that happened together over and over again in my mind, and I can't stop. Thinking "he should be there now" "what is he doing now" and at the same time realizing that the person beside him is gone, I feel unbearably lonely. Maybe it's not too long, but I can't remember what the world was like without the other party. In the past, the flowers and plants in this world looked beautiful to you, but now, it seems that the whole world is not enough, and the whole world is not as good as the person who is leaving you. He/she left, took away your heart and soul, and left you with a body full of tears.
I think I can watch this movie over and over again without getting tired of it, because it is like the purest form of love, which brings you back to the feeling of falling in love with a person in the first place. This story about Elio and Oliver is also like a little story for each of us. In our memory, the little story with a certain person that died suddenly, but will never be forgotten for a lifetime. Regardless of gender or gender, in the best time of each of us, we met a beautiful person and developed a small story about love. Movies are always good, like a summer dream, full of love and a touch of melancholy. As for your little story, it is inevitable that there will be hesitation, suspicion, and quarrel. Nevertheless, in retrospect, there will always be paragraphs, and when they are not fragmented, they are full of beautiful things: such as cicadas, shade, fireworks, dazzling sunshine in the afternoon, mountains or seas, and those who were in love with each other at that time. The kiss of the two.
Like a priceless gift to the world, Elio's father finally said to him: Don't stop feeling pain because you're afraid. Many people gradually closed their hearts out of fear of being hurt, paying less and less for each relationship, and exhausting themselves at a young age. Remember those wonderful pieces you once had, cherish it, and don't be afraid to move forward.
May each of you and me be like a teenager with a heart that seems to have never been hurt. Like first love. Fall in love with every relationship. May each of you and me have a heart that is willing to fall in love no matter how old you are.
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