The premise is that I have a history of depression for seven years, recent relapse, and medication.
In fact, I have seen this film a long time ago, and I have watched it quite a few times. When the depression has not recurred, I can probably understand the mentality of the heroine doing those strange things.
How should I put it? One of the things I realized is that the heroine has an obvious tendency to self-destruct. The reason for her self-destruction is that she wants to stop, and what to do when she stops? Whatever you do is fine, as long as you don't face it, you won't have emotional stress, you won't have emotional breakdowns, you can make yourself comfortable, and escape is shameful but useful. After discovering that it couldn't be stopped, self-destruction turned to non-human or unknown power, and the planet appeared like this, and she accepted it calmly.
Self-destruction, self-blame, self-reflection, suicide.
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