fantasy love

Joanie 2022-04-23 07:02:13

I can't give up the fantasy
that everyone has a utopia built by themselves. My utopia, the resting place I found for my soul, comes from the movie Secretary.
Secretary The first time I heard about this movie, I was stunned by its gaudy Chinese translation: Merry Boss Pretty Secretary. However, the sm mood of the poster image that wanted to refuse and welcome still attracted me all at once. I watched this movie over and over ten times, and every time I got a new feeling, every detail of it soaked into my blood, Li's supple shirt, Li's suspicious but reassuring eyes, and Li Cong The release from the pain, and the love at the end, is something I can relate to. Although I have never experienced this kind of fantasy love, I finally know that in a certain corner someone has such a similar appeal to his soul.
The repressed tones in the movie, combined with the purple and quiet obsessive-compulsive style in Edward's office, will never make people feel that this is a mediocre office fast food love. The entire law firm was spotless; every piece of clothing was meticulously dry-cleaned and hung silently on the hanger without even a fold; a red pen was neatly lined up in a drawer; a vintage typewriter; Phalaenopsis injections; a photo of sitting quietly among the flowers; grey and soft carpet, closed door. Every scene, every design is intentional, showing us such a fascinating man. It was still drizzling outside the door, and the sun had not been seen for a long time. Both Li and Edward closed their hearts tightly and were enslaved by life. There was no sunshine and no color.
Until one day, the two met and began to build that utopia. I have not been able to understand the inner world of a s very well, or the logical explanation for his release of pressure. It may be to completely control a person, and ruling a person can also bring a sense of security. Passive is simply the need for the kind of love that is painful and happy, that kind of mode that can no longer be burdened, no longer bear fault and pressure through the simple way of pain. Being completely ruled means that even blindfolded in the dark, you trust your Master to lead you to safety, a sense of certainty and fascination. It also means that in our lifetimes, we rarely have the chance to receive this kind of favor, and most of the time we are forced to move forward in extreme insecurity. No pain, no itching, no sharp feeling, no color and no temperature.
Why did Edward's heart close, why was he afraid to see his ex-wife, and why did the first secretary leave in tears? I hope some kind friends will discuss with me~

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Extended Reading
  • Trenton 2022-03-26 09:01:06

    The first time I watched it as an erotic film; the second time I watched it, I felt extremely desolate and fell in love with the hero and heroine.

  • Jaiden 2021-12-11 08:01:22

    You can stop self-harm when you find the other half to abuse each other.

Secretary quotes

  • [Lee touches herself to the thought of Mr. Grey]

    Lee: [Lee imagines Mr. Grey standing behind her, as she leans over his flower case] I'm your secretary. I'm your secretary.

    Lee: [Lee lays in bed with her eyes closed moaning out] Just a scoop of creamed potatoes, one slice of butter, and four peas.

  • [Lee talks about Mr. Grey and how in love she is with him]

    Lee: [narrating] In one way or another, I've always suffered. I didn't know why, exactly. But I do know that I'm not so scared of suffering now. I feel more than I've ever felt, and I've found someone to feel with, to play with, to love, in a way that feels right for me. I hope he knows that I can see that he suffers, too. And that I want to love him.