15 years old, third grade.
This year I am also a Duff. However, at that time, there was no such exact word to describe his situation, and he was just at a loss. I matured very early. I was on the way to and from school when I was in the upper grades of elementary school. I chatted with my ignorant classmates. At that time, I had a crush on my elementary school math teacher, a depressed man who wrote Song Ci on the blackboard in math class. Male teacher.
In junior high school, I had a crush on one of the "three major classes" in our class. Of course, Bancao is a double match with Banhua. And I'm just a passerby who can talk to him on the way to and from school. In order to meet by chance on the road, I always walked early when I went to school, and then lingered for a long time near his home, until he also went to school, and then pretended to meet him by chance.
He is tall and likes to play basketball. On a whim, I told my dad that I want to learn to play basketball. He asked my dad to spend 300 oceans to buy me a basketball that I have never played before. 300 Oceans, it was also a huge sum of money in 2003! I really don't know what I think. There is also my Giant bike, which vaguely remembers being 450 yuan. It didn't take long to buy the new bike. Because I wanted to meet him by chance, I parked the bike in his corridor and lost it. I felt distressed for a long time.
It's funny to think about it, I parked my car downstairs, is this still a crush! I don't have the heroine Bianca as academic, or as courageous as her, and not as lucky as her to have a handsome neighbor wake her up. I just continued my secret joy. I didn't say, he didn't ask, I was looking forward to what would happen from a long distance, so I graduated from junior high school.
In the first year of high school, I had a new circle and I liked the new handsome guy. My first kiss was finally given out, but it was not for my first love. The sweetness lasted for a few days, and I suddenly found myself a third party. This is more heartbreaking than having a secret crush for three years. I was also depressed for nearly a year. I cheated my parents for tuition and went to the Internet cafe to play games. The most exaggerated time was when I bought bread in the morning and went to the Internet cafe at 7 o'clock. I didn't eat at noon. I played until 7 o'clock in the evening. It was dark. I played with my fingers. I have a headache, my wrists are stiff, and my waist can't be straightened anymore.
In the end, I was lucky. Although there was no handsome neighbor to wake me up, my head teacher rescued me. She realized that I was a person with a lack of concentration and was easily influenced by people around me, so she arranged for a squad leader who was full of positive energy to play with me more, and I slowly got back on track.
Looking back at my 15 years old, it was a bit miserable. Now I am 30 years old and still a Duff. After working hard in Beijing for a year, I went back to a small fourth-tier city without making it through. Work, blind date, marriage, and childbirth, everything went smoothly. And my biggest sorrow is that I have to buy a Mercedes-Benz despite my husband’s dissuasion. The same 300,000, my husband’s favorite choice is the Infiniti Q50L, I insisted on buying a Mercedes-Benz C180L. What he values is the cost-effectiveness of the vehicle, and what I care about is the big logo.
The hostess Bianca said to Madison, There's always gonna have somebody prettier or more talented or richer than you, but it shouldn't affect how you see yourself. You can define yourself.
Also give this passage to myself.
View more about The DUFF reviews
