Look at me...Look at me... The monster in me is so huge...

Pauline 2022-01-07 15:54:45

【Look at me……all I want is you can see me
……
why……】

The saddest thing about me is that you can’t see me
...

has a past~
Her past was the same as a normal child,
but changed from her From the moment when I
got amblyopia, everything can’t go back.

Dad worked very hard when she was the same as before,
but he was still very careless to see that he was over-maintaining...
Mom wanted to love her as before
but still leaked mom. No one's contempt and unconscious dislike of

being born like what you see now
can cause the current image to have her past...

Why can't you see me?
Why would you not cherish me when you saw me?
If I don’t want more,
I only want you to use my spare time to cheat me. I care.
I’m stupid and
automatically cheat you.
But why don’t you even bother to cheat like this?
Charity?! It's
just a boring pastime at leisure.

Eventually everyone saw her insane
but they started to deviate.

Can you...
Don't turn on the light?

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Extended Reading
  • Effie 2022-01-07 15:54:45

    Sincerely ignorant, simple and lonely, bewildered, I see eternity in an instant. I want to love but I don’t know how to express it. I started to love but I was hurt, so I curled up and trembled, and then despair bloomed. Cut the slender fingers and body. The autistic but safe forest is a lonely and sad story.

  • Wiley 2022-04-23 07:03:30

    I thought I was different from others, so I became nothing

May quotes

  • May: You don't think I'm weird?

    Adam: I do think you're weird.

    May: I knew that.

    Adam: I like weird. I like weird a lot.

  • May: [to doll] I'll bet you're wondering what I'm making!

    [pause]

    May: Okay, I'll tell you.

    [giggles]

    May: I saw someone today. A boy. You know how when you meet someone... and you think you like them? And then, the more you talk to them, you see parts that you don't like. Like that guy on the bench. And sometimes, you end up not liking any parts at all. But this boy is different. I like every part of him. Especially his hands, they're beautiful.

    [pause]

    May: Don't be mad, you've been my friend my whole life. And you see me, you always have, but... I need a real friend. Someone I can hold.