She, JAKIE, was never willing to endure, to be mediocre, or to stand behind the glory. Since she was a child, she was unwilling to stand behind her sister HRLARY, saying that we are all proud of her. She wants everyone to be proud of her. Her limelight gradually overwhelmed her sister who had a good heart with each other. She became a talented cellist. But from then on, she seemed to be wearing the legendary red dancing shoes, and she couldn't help but dance alone and couldn't stop.
Her movements are always so exaggerated, as if all her strength is poured into the trembling strings. In fact, what she was crazy about was not the cello at all. Her initial closeness and focus on it was only because she was too lonely and wanted to use the cello to get love and attention. As she herself said, she hates the cello.
Sister Hilary said, "Honey, if you think it's easier to be ordinary than extraordinary, you are wrong." Yes. When she has already flown so high, she can no longer have the happiness and joy of ordinary people. But she was always just a fragile and willful child, madly demanding everything and wanting to have more, just to resist the cold loneliness in her soul.
Sister Hilary is deeply in love with Jackie. Since she was a child, she gave everything to her willingly. JAKIE suddenly came to the village where his sister lived one day. At night, they sat and chatted. Until JAKIE asked HRLARY, you know what I'm thinking now? My sister's expression became serious. They have always been in the same heart, and she dared not say it. JAKIE tugged softly to HRLARY's ear and told her she wanted to have sex with her husband. HRLARY politely declined. The next day, JAKIE, who was hiding in the depths of the woods, hugged his naked body and cried loudly, "You don't hurt me, no one hurts me!" I just want to have sex, I just want to have sex! ! As a result, HRLARY finally could not refuse the desperate cry of her sister. She understands that her sister just wants to prove that she can be loved. The huge loneliness and emptiness in her heart needs to be filled with physical satisfaction.
She just needs to know that people will still love her even without the cello that made her shine. When she found out that her body was abnormal, she once asked her husband, if one day I stopped playing the piano, would you still love me or not. The husband gave her an answer that made her hopeless. The dancer and the dance cannot be separated. If you don't play the piano, you are not you. So she said the heart-wrenching words: "When you can play, everyone loves you, and when you can't, everyone ignores you."
In the end, everything will be lost. What is left. All the honor, fame, happiness, sorrow, shame, who will remember it. What will the world remember?
Mom asked HRLARY to show JAKIE the pictures of her past and let her see how happy she was. HRLARY said, "Mom, everyone smiles when they take pictures." Does laughter mean happiness? Can the laughter in the past mean that at least we were happy?
Everyone wants others to love them just because you are you and not because of anything else attached to you. How pure is such love. HRLARY willingly chooses to live in the countryside indifferently, because she already has such a love. That share was never for any reason, just because she was HRLARY, so he loved her. We all long for this kind of love, don't we?
The last JAKIE twitches in bed, HRLARY holds her and takes her back to her childhood games on the beach as they cross river deserts. She slowly quieted down and returned to the first moments of her life.
We really need something to settle our minds. Time travels, the crowd is impetuous, but, after all, what can we get, what do we want, and what do we get? In the era of information explosion, everything is rushing in front of us with lightning speed, and we are confused by them one by one. It's ridiculous.
What should we do, but what can we do?
I always want my mind to be as pure as water, but how difficult, how difficult. I feel helpless.
The film is based on a story experienced by a real person.
Real life resume:
Jacqueline Dupree (1945-1987), musical figures of all sizes in the twentieth century will not be short of her entries: English-borrowed cellist, showing extraordinary talent at the age of five. He started his career at the age of sixteen, and the gap between talent and age poured out all beings; in
1973, he was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, so he left the stage and died in his prime.
This person who was born for music, not only could not get out of the haze of his own personality, but also violated his close relatives: from reliance on his mother to hostility, meanness to his younger brother, and even his "indecent love" with his brother-in-law, depriving his sister The most ordinary happiness I have ever had...
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