, another me in the world or more. Perhaps the name itself was an inducement to me. A long time ago, when a friend recommended me to watch la double vie, the words he used were: look, the girl in it looks a lot like you. I bought Nana three times before and after, but I haven't watched it. Yesterday, when I was in a very low mood, I took it out and read it, which made me cry for a long time. I haven't read the original book, so I don't actually experience the same-sex love with Nana and Nana as deeply as Nana fans. I'm sorry, but what moved me was the deep and unending love between Nana and Lian. When I came up to write this article, Nana's original voice was playing on the computer, and I was very careful and read all the comments of my classmates. I have seen very pertinent comments. I don't want to say it here. About the movie itself, or about the live and clips under the rock banner, or about Nana, I have to leave it alone. There are also words that can be read very well, and quietly recorded in the notebook. But still couldn't help but say a few words. This morning, I changed msn's signature to: Lian. The signature on His Royal Highness was removed, and as expected, he also removed the corresponding signature. Like I wrote in my blog, it's just a little girl talking to herself with a plastic phone, a trick to fool yourself. Always worry about losing, but never get it at all. Do not humbly submit to love. I also want to say that this morning, I got up half an hour early and put on a smoky makeup for myself. Such cold eyes make me feel powerful; I have a determination to lose 80 pounds like Nakajima Mika. , that scrawny makes me feel courageous. See, that's how I need hints all the time to remind myself, to give myself an ideology in which to live. Maybe loving you is also a psychological suggestion that I have repeatedly added to myself, making me think that I am not lacking in love and being loved.
I cry for you, I cry for myself, because I can't get your love, you don't lack love I know, the tattoo on your back tells me that you used to work so hard for love, but I don't know you put it Where is it hiding, I feel like I'm exhausted, compromised, and can't find it.
I cried when I watched the movie because I knew it was the love that I have been longing for since I was sensible. Oh no, no, it's not Matsuda Ryuhei's feminine and beautiful face, or his status as a bass guitarist and the two unruly rings he wears on his ears, I can find a train for such a person.
It was the chain he had been wearing around his neck since he left; it was him wiping her back so softly in the bathtub and hugging her into his arms; it was the two wrong notes he played for her on the crowded stage; it was the elevator door , he sat on the ground with her in his arms and cried bitterly; it was because he looked so indifferent, and he never wavered in his determination to love her; it was after two years of separation, when they saw each other again, even though they had experienced growth, injury, new The encounter, the chest is still the same solid and deep beating breathing for the other side. Even if they live apart like this forever, they can finally return to the port warehouse, Lian's hometown, his roots.
I wept bitterly for them, because I knew that I could not meet, such a strong and deep love grew in my heart, but no one responded.
How many falsehoods and falsehoods do we have to go through before we meet someone who can truly dedicate everything to each other? Or wipe out our rich love and ideals after the first few rounds of failure.
Growing up to be an independent and rational woman who can live well without love is definitely not the dream you had from the beginning.
I forgot that day, how long has it been since I cried so much that I was about to die? I said, no meaning, no one loves me.
There are so many beautiful temptations and traps in the vast world. All I want is love.
If I don't love you, I can be heartless, I can be independent, I can be confident and charming, I can be petted by a lot of people, and I can make myself lively and happy.
Too craving, so I dropped my attachment.
But it will always pass. One after another, the pain will not disappear for no reason in your lifetime, but we will always wipe away our tears and smile and say to ourselves that everything will be fine. Those tears that flowed are like the scars you cut with a knife. They will leave a bulge on the body and accompany us until old age and death, whether lonely or not.
And Nana, maybe end up with Lian, maybe not. I originally thought that the difference between me and her was that she was persistent and gave up, and I compromised and lost. In fact, we are the same, no matter whether we are separated or not, whether we finally gain or lose, we are all the same real and painfully in love.
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