The clown in the middle of the night was moved

Fay 2022-09-02 01:06:34

Rue and Ali ate pancakes together on Christmas night, discussing drug addiction, self... When everything was said in a shredded cocoon, my emotions filled with Rue

Both protagonists let me see myself, but the rue is a little more, we will all hurt our close people uncontrollably, and they all said that I don't want to live for so long. If I take drugs, I think I will too. Saying that I don't want to clean, because only the high point will feel the meaning, the feeling of joy, and the feeling of living a good life for the time being.

It's like having countless conversations with ourselves and others, we exposed our belly little by little, determined to make a revolution, in fact, we all knew that we didn't get the answer, but what we gained was that maybe when I heard Rue speak, I would just do it. Know what Ali is going to ask. Gaga (It's true, I often have conversations with friends or myself like Rue and Ali, so I can probably guess how Ali enlightens Rue) Unfortunately, I still haven't found the answer completely, maybe it's like what Ali said I found something more important than myself to believe in, but I haven't found it yet.

Jules, let me have a different opinion on trans, maybe I shouldn't be trapped in a specific female image, not slender and spotless, but because I care, I pay special attention to other girls' eyes, only I will feel that Rue is so unique, that he is the first person to see through himself, and it hurts.

Thinking of myself, I am a clown, I imagined that the girl I like might like me, and sure enough, lesbians spend their whole lives fantasizing whether their niece is love or friendship with him, Baga!

Like the sea, strong and soft, I push you away again and again, and I look forward to it again and again, only to know that it rained that day, and my heart also rained. I have to watch it 100 times and I have to memorize it.

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Trouble Don't Last Always quotes

  • Ali: Drugs change who you are as a person.

  • Rue Bennett: Look, Ali, I know you don't believe me, but I'm... I'm doing really good, actually.

    Ali: Is that so?

    Rue Bennett: Yeah... mmm, yeah, for sure. I mean it, you know, could suddenly shit flip and get super dark? Yeah, you know. I mean it could, but... I feel like I've found this, like, amazing balance, where I'm like happy and healthy, and I'm not, like... looking to anybody else for that happiness, you know? Fuckin' Jules. The way I was, like, putting way too much of my emotional well-being in her hands, you know, without ever, like, talking about it, or, or saying it. I... especially the way I was fuckin'... making plans for the rest of our life and shit. And I just... and I look back and I'm just like, why the fuck did I do that? It's fuckin' crazy. And weird.

    [scoffs]

    Rue Bennett: Eh, I don't know. I guess I just, like, made her the point. But she's, like, not the point. I'm the point, you know?

    Ali: Hmmph. The point is your sobriety.

    Rue Bennett: Yeah. Of course. Yeah. And, and like, my, my general overall well-being.

    Ali: Which starts with your sobriety.