The ending is more exciting than a roller coaster

Elsie 2022-02-04 08:25:46

At first, it was because of a B station up recommendation that I was concerned about, in order to desensitize. Because of being overly sensitive, I can't handle some situations well in my life. In a group of people, I care too much about other people's eyes, constantly guessing what other people think, afraid of losing face, and afraid that others will look at me differently. Everything is getting me on pins and needles, and I'm so desperate to find a seam to get in. "If you look at this embarrassing scene more, it's a desensitization therapy."

The first embarrassing scene appeared when I first watched it. Rae meets her best friend Chole on her way home from the hospital, and she's going for a ride with a group of boys. She asks how Rae is doing in France and invites her to play with her tomorrow. When I saw this, embarrassment started to happen. Because I didn't go to France, and I'm going to play with a group of such good-looking people, I can't, I'm embarrassed.

The second is the second time Rae meets Gang at the bar. She came completely uninvited, faced the surprised eyes of a group of people, and forced an explanation with her best friend. I. . . . . .

Then Archie was stopped by Rae when he was about to order a song, saying that he would order a song. At this time, finn couldn't help but be suspicious, and also strongly demanded, "I just want Archie to order songs, he is very good." Me. . . If you want me, I'll just go home.

The third time was when Rae and Archie were kissing by the pool, those little eyes looking at each other. You have to kiss quickly, don't look at it. . . I'm so embarrassed. . .

There's nothing left, and the story goes well. Rae has become the soul of the squad. He simply wants what he wants, the goddess is his best friend, the male god likes him, and the gay honey is so handsome. Everyone likes her. Talk to the male god, quarrel with the mother and go to the male god's house to live in. I became a lemon tree.

When the first season was about to end, there was a huge crisis. I went to the party and saw the male god kissing with my best friend; because I went to the party, I forgot the agreement with Fix, and then Fix lived in ICU; my mother is going to marry a new boyfriend, and I feel like an outsider; my diary was discovered by my best friend Now, my best friend cried and cried, "I don't want to see you!" (But who told you to peek at other people's diaries!) Our Rae broke down, she felt that there was no place in the world where she could stay, There is no place that really belongs to her, once again: "I'm not alive!" She stood on the bridge, recalling bits and pieces of the past, and then when she went straight across the road, she was knocked out by a fast passing vehicle. painted.

She thought she would be seriously injured, because she saw that Fix had turned into an angel, and she was told to wake up. How bad the world would be without you. "Do you think you can sneak away from this world quietly?" Of course not. I think this paragraph is the subconscious of a person with an immature psychological state. In this world, she is the absolute center of everything. Because without her, everything becomes so ridiculous.

Rae woke up and remembered that there was one last straw, Dr. Kester. She went to him and saw the cluttered apartment while Dr. Kester was drunk in the bathroom. The doctor said: "You are surprised to see me like this." "No, it's makes you looks like a normal person, just like, us."

Rea finally went to her mother's wedding. At the wedding, she confessed to everyone that she had been to a mental hospital and that she had sex with every man in her diary. Brave, but also helpless. When I get here, I can do it, it can be over. Who knows, will continue to play. My best friend told her I didn't expect you to do this. Rae responded, "I'm sorry for doing these things, but it's unfair that you're doing it, you can't take me away from the squad, it's my right. You can't." How brave. What I thought about was that rae continued to work hard to accept her true self and overcome difficulties little by little. Who knows! flipped? ? ? The best friend was just angry that rae said he was not worthy of finn; finn said that he was not good at talking, and then hugged rae; rae and stepfather chatted happily in the yard. . .

This flip is more exciting than I have been on a roller coaster a hundred times. The last second you were in hell, full of energy and ready to return to the ground, trying to be a normal person. As a result, the next second, hell disappears, you are in heaven, and you become a goddess???

Well, I admit that I wish my life was this smooth too. But I don't have the courage of Rae yet.

I can't accept it, I really accept incompetence.

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  • Chance 2022-03-18 09:01:10

    Eating raw meat is really painful, I can only understand 60% of it. Fortunately, there is Eels, there is Bjork, there is Blur, there is Oasis

  • Mariela 2022-03-26 09:01:15

    So empathetic! ! ! Every girl who has experienced obesity, depression, or is going through adolescence knows that resonance is not a little bit! ! ! It seems that he is playing his own TAT male god, Finn, who is so cute! ! BGM all kinds of praise! ! ! ! ! !

My Mad Fat Diary quotes

  • Rae: I am a body dysmorphic without the dysmorphic. I am a bulimic without the sick. I am fat.