Watching most of Don Herzfeld's films, the strong nihilism can make me feel the pain of deep powerlessness, and suddenly I think of Osamu Dazai, but it is different, "Disqualification in the World", "Setting Sun", I just stand From the perspective of a bystander, looking at their tragic life and peeping into their hearts, although they feel powerless, they will not imagine themselves as the protagonist of the story. While watching "Such a Beautiful Day", I only feel despair and feel that I am shrouded in fear. Because what he showed was not the me who was mostly filled with boredom, boredom, pain, and obscurity. Those trance backgrounds were very similar to the pictures of memories, seeing how terrifying my life was in a film. How much time in a person's life is surrounded by meaningless things, and how many times do I push the door open and feel from the bottom of my heart that today is a good day? Is the sun warm today? With my eyes open, I only feel that I am in the dark. I heard that walking can ease my unpleasant mood. When I was throwing stones in resentment by the river, I believed that I was stupid before I believed those nonsense. When I first recovered, I felt that it was so important to be able to do ordinary things in a healthy way , in retrospect, it was all beautiful, completely forgetting the anger that was constantly endured in the process. What's even more ridiculous is that this process will be repeated repeatedly, constantly coming out of the abyss, and constantly falling into it, until time should have abandoned it. Everything is rinsed clean.
I was frantic, roaring, trying to tear up all the pain in front of me. It was only after exhaustion that I finally gave up the needless struggle and lay in the stagnant water of life. When people are getting old, they start to recall the past, want to tell the old self, tell the young people who are living in beauty - cherish the present! To enjoy the moment. After losing, always warmly admonish others, don't wait until you lose to cherish. But who doesn't understand this? And what have I done for it.
As if in a dark night, I could not see the stars in the sky, but only felt a wall of nothingness. Extremely empty and creepy. I'm small and lonely, and I can't get rid of it.
It rained suddenly just now, after a thunderstorm. She didn't bring an umbrella, but someone should pick it up. It's been a long time since I went out to breathe, and there's a lot of filth everywhere. The world is like a hell, the road is full of walking dead, and they are afraid of the rain. Maybe everything will be o..., and before I even utter that word, I'm drawn into the darkness again. I'm sorry, my world still doesn't have the slightest light, I just want to leave early
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