Watching Modern Love catch up with my aunt, the first two episodes made me cry.
Episode 1
Mainly because I feel that even if I have a child, I want to do it alone, and it is superfluous to have another person. The other half of my parents, siblings, and the other half are superfluous.
The firm presence of the doorman was so reassuring. If it were me, I might be very reluctant to move...
Of course, an irrational person like me can't become a PHD? Weak willpower and easily influenced by others
Episode 2
There is a white moonlight in my heart, and there is a cinnabar mole in my life. Fortunately, Bai Yueguang has not been realized, and it is full of all beautiful "if" possibilities
Fortunately, the cinnabar mole has already walked all over the place, and it has also worked out a happy daily life that can go on, which is equivalent to bringing the "else" to an almost optimal state.
All good, not very controlled
Episode 3
Bipolar disorder... Although I don't have it too much, I have a similar situation. I intermittently feel that the world is great or terrible, and I will put some personality traits on myself.
The biggest feeling was that year in Sweden. I still feel regret and regret.
During the party, I felt so excited that the whole world belonged to me, and attracted a particularly good-looking German girl. She felt that I was different from ordinary East Asians. I said yes, and thought it was a great idea!
As a result, the next day, because of the overwhelming depression, she shied away from her invitation. Of course later she gave me a second chance and asked me out again, and of course I refused.
That feeling is really uncomfortable! Deep down, you want to agree, but you can only respond with a refusal... I was lying on the ground, to be exact, under the desk in my 20-square-meter room, looking at the back of the desktop, just like that.
While watching and thinking, I felt that I had failed completely, and I felt that how could I be so cowardly, how could I not even make an appointment. After a while, I replied to myself that there was really no way, I was helpless, and I wanted to go to the appointment.
I can't be alone. Really can't.
Occasionally there are still such signs, and I use a less healthy way to solve it. But fortunately, I now live with? She came back and gave me a belief: I have to live up to my expectations, or she will run away.
So either deal with the emotional process before going home, or accumulate that emotional process until you leave the house and then break out. I don’t think this is very serious. At present, it is still within the scope of my self-regulation. I can talk to myself and push myself. So now I always dream of that year in Sweden, I really want to re do all that, and I should do it better if I do it again.
Oh yes, "Modern Family" is my emotional medicine, and seeing their family lead a mundane and lovely life always brings me a little relief, as if my life would be the same.
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