After reading it, I thought about it a lot, and even dreamed about it. For me, Aunt Mei's image is very similar to myself. For myself, I don't care about friendship and family, and I don't know how to get along with friends and relatives. , I have been alone since I was a child, and slowly I don't need anyone to accompany me.
Although I envy some people for having best buddies and best friends (like the relationship between female friends in "Summer of Jeans", "The Secret of YY Sisters", "This Little Thing About First Love", and "Sex and the City"), I felt that since I was a child It was a waste of time to be with them, it was necessary to break up the relationship, accommodate each other or make conflicts, which made me slowly have no friends
I am also very envious of people who have a good relationship with their family (such as the relationship between family and children in "The Handsome Monk Falls in Love with Me"), but there is no such scene in my family. Parents are always there for food and drink. , I try to run hard in the direction they want, we don't have much communication
Maybe because I don't, I feel envious.
But I think that when people are alive, they should pay more attention to love and less attention to the pursuit of fame, power, status, money and achievements, and the family should be happy, safe, happy and healthy.
I have been feeling unwell recently, and I have put a lot of pressure and anxiety on myself. I don’t know why I have to live with myself. I can live a comfortable life, but I have to make myself very tired and busy, making life out of breath and spinning around.
Maybe this allows me to avoid facing my body, my inner needs, love, family and friendship. In the face of a sudden illness, I have to re-examine my life. I don’t know how long the insights brought about by the illness can last. , how much power can it make me change? I don't know but I'm changing
In the film, Aunt Mei went from various conflicts with her family before returning to her hometown (sister and eldest son) to finally resolving her heart disease. Because of the disaster of my sister, I hope that I can break through like a chicken and focus on life and peace. love the top.
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