When I was a child, I was Carrie. In fact, I don’t remember most of the things that I was bullied. I just remember that feeling. Everywhere I was looked down upon, and every place was inferior, uglier than others, laughed at by boys, and used by "good classmates."
I look forward to this movie because I had such a fantasy in my childhood. Suddenly one day I had super powers and taught me a lesson for those who bullied me. Just think about how refreshing and exciting it is!
But if I really kill those people, will I be happy and relieved?
As Carrie said, my life was ruined long ago, and even if I could get revenge, it would be too late.
Fortunately, I am not Carrie, and I cannot take revenge. So I learned to calm and motivate myself. I was sentimental and I chose music. Now many people envy me that I sing well. If I learn how to dress up, even if I have a boyfriend, many people chase me. As a dance teacher, the students also respect me very much. I really want to go back to participate in the reunions of junior high and high school. Most of the students definitely don't recognize me anymore. I think I can definitely become the party queen in class reunions now.
My change is due to my own efforts, but some things are difficult to change, such as deep inferiority complex in my bones. Even if my boyfriend repeats it so many times that I am beautiful without makeup, I dare not go to the streets without makeup. I don’t dare to talk to a girl who is prettier than me. There is a little crowd phobia. I will think it is fake when others praise me. It is just a polite remark. It is definitely not true.
So I always hope that my child will not be a girl in the future, it is too difficult to protect. Boys are big-minded and don't care too much. I also really hope that I can protect my child in the future, enlighten him in good ways, and don't become like me.
Speaking of this movie, there must be a problem with the editing. Outsiders like me feel unnatural and don't know what's wrong with the director. I think this is more like a short film. Many things worth highlighting are not enough. The cold violence on campus is not as well as "Skin", and the revenge part feels not good enough. Maybe I watched too much R-rated film. NS. . .
This makes me want to see the original version of '76.
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