Second brushed "Pancreas". Originally, I wanted to find some sad emotions for myself to write this post, but it turned out not to be sad at all. Instead, my heart was warm and even filled with a strange fighting spirit. This movie gave me a strong sense of substitution. It didn't bring me and other so-and-so, but I saw my own shadow in both the male and female protagonists.
Domestication doesn't feel like it's a romance movie. The hero and heroine are never together. The heroine also said that the relationship between them is not friendship, love, such ordinary things. It's not that feelings like "love", "friendship" or "family affection" are "ordinary". It's just that such nouns are too dry and can't express the relationship between them clearly. I have always felt that it is a foolish thing to use such an empty term to classify the feelings between people. Who can say exactly the line between love and friendship? Is there no friendship between relatives? What's more, even if they are the same "friends", they have different ways of interacting with different people, and their feelings for each person are not the same. It's not fair to anyone to describe a relationship with just one noun. Then I thought of a word - "domestication". This is what the fox said to the little prince in "The Little Prince": "To me, you are just a little boy, just like thousands of little boys. I don't need you, and you don't need me. Yes. As far as you are concerned, I'm just a fox, just like thousands of foxes. But if you tame me, we'll need each other. You're the only person in my world, and I'm the only fox in your world ." "Man only knows what he domesticates. If you want friends, domesticate me!" You are special to me. I need you. I care about you. I value you more than myself. This is the place where people are completely connected under the various relationships classified by nouns. (Haruki) I saw someone say that this story is about how the male protagonist was redeemed. Indeed, this "domesticated" relationship is mainly reflected in the change of the male protagonist. "I have imagined all the relationships outside of my family in my mind. Being loved or hated is just my imagination. As long as it is not harmful to myself, it doesn't matter whether I like it or hate it. So I have no interest in others, so No one else is interested in me." "I don't want to be unnecessarily probed and criticized by your friends and parents after you die." "Why don't you call me by my name? You are someone who is afraid to put me in your heart. Just a place. You like to imagine how people think of you when people call you by your name. So you're afraid that I'll imagine like you. You know I'm going to leave eventually, and you're afraid to be friends or lovers with me I guessed it right?" [Male's default smile] As long as it's harmless to me. I don't want to be probed. I don't want to be blamed. Behind all the excuses of male protagonists to avoid interpersonal relationships, there is actually a voice hidden: "I'm afraid of being hurt." So seal up your heart, and the cold storm can't penetrate it. but also isolated from the sun Light. The heroine mercilessly lifted off his protective film. Some people blame the heroine for being selfish, she is obviously going to die, and she disturbs the life of the hero, which is destined to make the hero sad for her. But there is such a clip in "The Little Prince": The time has come for the little prince to go. "Ah!" said the fox, "...I want to cry." "It's your fault," said the little prince, "I don't want to hurt you at all, but you want me to tame you..." "Yes. said the fox. "But you want to cry!" said the little prince. "Yes," said the fox. "Then you got nothing!" "I got what I got," said the fox, "I got the color of wheat." But the male protagonist also got the color of cherry blossoms, didn't he? In the easter egg at the end of the film, when the male protagonist leaves the tombstone of the female protagonist, a cherry blossom blooms, and he will be shocked. Because cherry blossoms are the images left by the heroine. Seeing the cherry blossoms from now on, he will think of you, the happy time, and the warmth you brought him. This warmth will continue to melt his frozen heart, making him even more convinced that there is such a beautiful heart in this world. Her life continues in this imagery, and it has meaning in the warmth she brings to others. There is such a thing as being hurt, but what's the use of keeping your heart intact? Isn't that what our lives are like? How can you guarantee that you will not be separated from the friends around you? How can you foresee future separations that will not bring grief to each other? "Life is inherently sad and serious. We came into this wonderful world, met each other, greeted each other, and traveled together for a short time. Then we lost each other and disappeared for no reason, like we suddenly It's like I came into the world out of nowhere." Many of my friends who used to be very far away from me are now far away. There used to be such excitement and beauty in life, but sometimes it seems that the current life is a bit lonely and lonely. Maybe if I never met them, maybe if I didn't become friends with them, I would be better used to the boring life now. But I am still grateful for their presence in my life, for the sparkling memories they brought me from which I can draw strength and hope based on the past. I firmly believe that I can meet very beautiful people in the future, and I firmly believe that I will also become shining. Just like the male protagonist, although he has to bear the hurt caused by the female protagonist's departure, he is still grateful that she appeared in his life. Even when he was crying after reading the comorbidity library, he was also saying: "I am very happy, I am happy to feel your need for me, and I am happy that you have received my words." ." But he felt that meeting her was more of a lucky. (Ying Liang) Why did the female lead enter the male lead's life? At first I also felt strange. When it comes to redemption, how can people have so many feelings of the Virgin; when it comes to disturbing, the dying person definitely does not intend to cause harm to others. "I feel like he's an interesting person. I feel like he's different from others. I became interested in him all of a sudden, and I want to be better than him. It's so simple." Homely. Isn't it that simple to communicate with each other? What complex motivations are needed. We live too complex lives, motives for interactions, and relationships are defined. And the heroine's shining point lies in her frankness and honesty. It's not because I'm about to die that I abandon those complicated thoughts. But it has always been so simple, like a child. What reason do children need to be friends? Just one sentence "let's play together" can be like a person. So her favorite book would be The Little Prince. "All adults were once children. It's just that few people remember." The relationship of "taming" is by no means one-sided. The heroine is not only the "tamed" side, but also the "tamed" side. "The day you really missed me, the day you told me you wanted me to live, I felt for the first time that I was unique. I just thought I was like hundreds of thousands of other high school students, only It's just that my life is a little short. But even though I am so ordinary, you can take me seriously. You who don't need friends or lovers, you didn't choose anyone else, but you chose me. Years, I may have been waiting for the moment when you need me. Just like cherry blossoms waiting for the arrival of spring. Seriously, you are amazing at bringing happiness to others.” There are so many people who love her around the heroine. , but she was convinced of her worth from the male protagonist. It's kind of indescribable, but I can feel the mood subtly. The heroine is a very popular girl. Humans are socially inclined. People who are eager to socialize will move toward the social center. Like the self-righteous male monitor, how much of his obsession with Ying Liang is because he cares about her, and how much is because he needs such a social medal? So the heroine feels that she is no different, just a part of thousands of social circles with the same pattern, playing the role of a popular girl. The male protagonist is different. He lives peacefully in his own world. He does not need to pretend to show concern to the female protagonist to show his kindness, nor does he need to use this hypocritical kindness to gain a place in the social circle. So when he said to the heroine: "Even if it's me, I'm very worried You are seriously ill! Only then can the heroine believe that she is unique. It is the most beautiful thing in the world to be needed by others and to be remembered by someone. "It's nice to have a friend, even if life is at stake. "The people who appear in our lives are all unique. Even if they don't appear, you will meet "similar" other people. But you happen to meet them. "The time you lost for your rose makes your Roses become important". And the time you go through with the people around you, the things you go through, make them unique in your life. You will be unique to them, too. That's what I understand it to mean "Tame". To get close to someone, to care about someone, to make someone unique in their own life, to bring him warmth, to experience joys and sorrows with him, knowing that maybe too much investment will hurt, but not Care about the consequences to love. Domesticate, be domesticated. Even if I get separated in the sea of people in the end. I also got cherry blossoms and got a braver heart. The little prince said, when there is a flower I love on a certain star , you will feel that all the stars are beautiful. And when you have a warm heart, you will believe that all hearts are warm. Ⅱ. Choose "We all made our own choices to get here. Every choice we have made so far has accumulated so that we meet, so we are only here now." "I feel a change, and I have never been interested in others. I don't know when I was changed by her. No, if I let her say it, I chose to change myself. I chose to pick up the diary, I chose to accept her invitation, and then I chose to walk side by side with her." About choice. There is a scene that hits me in particular. The heroine said that she wanted to do something she shouldn't do with a boy who was not a lover and didn't like, and planned to kiss the hero. At that time, Kyoko's words rang in the ears of the male protagonist: "She needs someone to watch her by her side, can you do it?" Then he closed his eyes slightly and opened his mouth. At that moment, he was actually planning to accept this kiss. He "chooses" to be the person by Ying Liang's side to accompany him. In fact, in the whole movie, in the face of every invitation from the heroine, there is not even a direct shot of the scene where the hero says "yes". The male protagonist's "choice" seems to have been deliberately weakened. And this scene of being almost kissed is the only one I can find, a little more obvious, that the male protagonist opens his heart. It's rare to encounter such a scenario in real life. G is a guy who looks like a male protagonist. He doesn't like to interact with people, but after watching the pancreas, he just said, it's a pity that I can't meet such a female protagonist. To be honest, I really wanted to give him a slap. Again, this is not a story of a male protagonist being redeemed by a female protagonist. The change of the male protagonist is not because of meeting the female protagonist, but because of his "choice". he chooses to take the gum Boy's chewing gum, choose to ask Kyoko's forgiveness, choose to open up, choose to be like the heroine. A heart that is locked by oneself cannot be opened by others. The female protagonist is just an opportunity, and the one who chooses to change is the male protagonist himself. We are always waiting for a sakura in our life to change us. But few people choose to work hard to be a Sakura. However, in real life, there are countless opportunities for "choose change". Every time you enter a new environment is an opportunity to change your personality. I said that I have a sense of substitution for this movie, maybe it is because I have experienced such a choice. It turned out that I was like the male protagonist who isolated my heart from the world, although at least I was perfunctory with human beings on the surface, compared to the male protagonist who really did not communicate with anyone. After high school, I slowly opened my heart and "choose" to be a cheerful person like the heroine. Sometimes when I look back, I feel surprised, how could there be such a big difference between who I used to be and who I am now. . . What did I go through to become like this. . . "I'm such a person, let me complain a few words first, it's not as easy as you think, it's really hard to have an intersection with others. All even after a year... But, I finally got to this point, I I made a choice a year ago, I chose to be a person like you, someone who can recognize others and love others deeply. You are no longer here, and I will grow up to be able to move forward on my own." Hit the heart. Making changes is not easy. Choosing to be a person who intersects with others is far more difficult than being autistic. University is a new environment, and the unalterable fear in my heart began to play again. Coupled with the language barrier, I have chosen social fear for a long time. Then I saw this sentence of the male protagonist, and I was inexplicably aroused by fighting spirit. "A person who can love others deeply". The word "can" really touched me. I have always liked a saying: "Love is an ability, not an encounter." It's easy to choose to live in your own little world, but that's something only cowards do. You have to go out, you have to contact people, you have to love the people around you, and you have to make yourself a little sun. "If you work hard, you can do anything." I hope that I can choose every change I make with such determination. How wonderful. About that strong kiss scene. Why didn't the heroine kiss in the end? "I want to do things that I shouldn't do with a guy who is not a lover and doesn't like." Maybe the male protagonist is no longer the so-called "disliked boy". Ying Liang also made her own choice, choosing to continue her kindness and not hurt the people she cared about. Ⅲ. Alive people always start thinking "alive" when they face death. No matter how good Ying Liang's disguise is, she can still see her fear of death. When she happily eats barbecue, she will suddenly say "hate cremation"; one second she is sighing that the weather is so good, but the next second she says "if only I could die in such a season"; the male protagonist on the beach asked her , are you really going to die, she can answer "will die" with a bright smile, but she is saying "this may be the last summer, if you don't enjoy it... When the male protagonist reads the suicide note of the female protagonist, the picture shows the female protagonist walking on a small planet, chasing the sunset all the time. "You know, when people are sad, they like to watch the sunset. " But she still lives bravely and tries her best to live every day happily. She still shouts "Praise the rest of the day!" ! ! ! "For example, do you have something you want to do before you die?" But you are not doing it now. Obviously, he might die tomorrow. From this point of view, I am definitely the same as you. The value of each day is the same, what I do or anything like that doesn't change my value today, I'm happy doing ordinary things like this. ” So her bucket list before her death were all ordinary things. So all she wanted to live was an ordinary and happy life. But this ordinaryness is already very precious. Being friends with the male protagonist is like reaching out like a child. "There is really nothing you can't do if you work hard." How many people who are alive have such determination? When the little prince left the planet, Rose said "Of course I I love you, it's my fault that I didn't make you feel it. In contrast, although the male and female protagonists never mentioned their "love" for each other, and the agreement before their death was not completed, every smile and every hug had already conveyed their own emotions. People who are alive may die tomorrow, so why don't they know how to express their feelings? If they can be as frank as Ying Liang, see whoever they want to see, and say what they want to say, this world may be There will be fewer regrets. "This is a short-lived relationship until death, and it would be bad if we can't keep in touch. Get along well until you die. "If you have someone you care about, you should go out with the determination to "get along well until you die." "To live is to connect with someone." To recognize someone, to like someone, to hate someone, to be happy with someone, to hold hands with someone, this is living. If one is left alone, there is no way to recognize one's own existence. Relationship with other people is living. My heart is here because everyone is there. My body is here because it can be in contact with everyone, so it is meaningful for people to live. Only through their own choices can they live here like us. When Ying Liang said this, the images that flashed were all interdependent people: newborns and mothers, wives and husbands, friends and friends... They are alive because they are needed by each other. When the little prince died, he said that he had only gotten rid of his body, and that he would return to his own planet, with the rose. And Ying Liang's soul will also live in the hearts of the hero, Kyoko and others. Ⅳ I am very happy to meet you. Maybe I live to this day just to meet you. I am willing to domesticate you and be domesticated by you. I choose to live with your soul. I said, this is not a love story. But it really is a story about love. Love yourself, love others, love every day you go through. The word "love" seems to be rotten. Sure enough, the sentence is still appropriate: "I think, eat your pancreas".
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