Blue

Tess 2021-12-23 08:01:52

gave me a blue night.
Wong Kar-wai's style, gently telling a story, and telling another story on the journey of the story.
We are all moved by the story, because what it tells It’s life.
They shed tears, because of Nora Jones’s search, because of Jude Law’s waiting, because of Strezern’s despair, because of Rachel’s grief.
But the story of Natalie Portman is the one that hurts me the most.

My heart is like this.
My story is like this. I live in a single-parent family.
I don’t know at all when my parents divorced, and even now I don’t know.
My mother pulled me up, maybe it was eleven or twelve years old. Only then did I know that they were divorced. They all said that it was an adult’s thing and they didn’t want me to suffer any harm. After
so many years, maybe I have rarely worried about my parents, but I feel that It’s irrelevant.
Just as they don’t want to entangle their own entanglements with me, I am also consciously staying away from these entanglements. They love me very much, and I don’t have any worries, so I feel very enjoyable.
But we are after all There is a point of connection, so even if I stay far away, I will eventually be connected.
So when I grow up to 20 years old, I feel that my father is inexhaustible, I can't escape the cautious behavior that must be full of responsibility He was worried and "saved" him; because as my mother said when she told me why he didn't change my surname, "because he is your biological father no matter what." Yes, I have always felt this before. The effect of the sentence is only that my name has not been changed, and only now have I really realized from this sentence the sense of responsibility my mother often teaches me. Maybe she did not think of this aspect when she taught me.

Maybe it was from 17. Since I was 8 years old, I often said that I would rather not have this dad.
Human growth means facing more truth. I think I’m snobbish. When I was young, I didn’t care about my happiness because my father never let me lose anything, but when I learned more, he went from bad to worse. After that, I was just indifferent, like a victim, wanting to say that he has nothing to do with me, so don’t hurt me.
My father, he is a broken person. Just like my mother said, family makes character, character determines destiny. So I
His father is just such an excellent negative example. Everyone loves him, so he will hate him when he can't get it; he is not in good health, so he will feel inferiority among his brothers and sisters, and his inferiority is Cover up with endless boasting. So in this way, he deceived everyone who loves him, cares about him, trusts him and wants to help him. He hurts everyone who loves him and expects him. But he told me that in his heart It’s only me, he thinks I’m the closest person in this world. They said that there is no love in his heart but hate, and then they sighed and said that he still loved me the most. I believed it, I used to think he gave me the love It’s the food once or twice a month. I thought it was the adoration he brought to me when he proudly told me about the achievements of the past when we ate together. I think this is also very good. With him, I will feel like a princess. . And when I grew older and the facts I learned made me start to be indifferent to him, I still believed that he loved me, and I thought his love was to keep me away from these innumerable twists and turns around him. I don’t know the right and wrong. I no longer have the joy and pride of eating together, I just want to stay away, just want to escape harm as an innocent person.
But that’s impossible, just like the reason I said before. He goes from bad to worse, He made everyone feel desperate. When he started to deceive me, I felt a great deal of harm. So they also said to me in a sympathetic tone, "We can't do anything, maybe only you can save him. He only believes that you will not harm him. "
My first reaction is to escape, just to escape. I have no intersection with him, my infinite sunshine grows, and he is always full of hurt and despair. He is indeed my dad. , But I just want him to be well; I once woke up in the middle of the night and cried bitterly because of a terrible dream related to him. I don’t love him but I don’t want him to do anything. I also want to care about him and let him I feel warm, but whenever I face him, I can only carry a cold silence.
And he did almost break me this time. He told me that he was terminally ill. He almost pleadingly said that he wanted to see me on the weekend. I was panicked, I thought he was lying to me, and I was sad He would lie to me in this way; I was afraid that he was not lie to me, and if it was true, how would I face it. For five days, I couldn’t sleep at night. However, when I saw him, they said he was just a child. I got a general illness, the terminal illness was fabricated by him, and I collapsed. He finally chose to deceive me to hurt me. I just want to never see him again and never believe his words again, I just want to stay away from him that way to avoid my own suffering. His entanglement and hurt. But they said, "Only you can help him."
So we sat at the dinner table again, and this time when I listened to his various talks, I was no longer as silent as before. Imagine that someone makes me feel warm as I make him feel warm. To me, what a conversation that broke down, but I persisted, I told him not to despair, I told my dad to be strong, I Tell my father to face life bravely. And he has been desperate and dark in his heart.
I chose to face him bravely, but he did not have the courage to face life. All
I can do is continue Warm him and encourage him. And no longer afraid of his harm.

I saw the second story of that day, I burst into tears. Natalie Portman went crazy and didn't believe her father's death was just a repetition The moment that "he lied to me", my heart was like a knife.
Wong Kar-wai's love was melancholy, but such a story directly touched my pain point.
But I am not Natalie Portman, and that story also tells. It's not me.
Her story is over, and mine is still going on...

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Extended Reading
  • Tyrel 2021-12-23 08:01:52

    Go to another world to fulfill this dream, Pharaoh. A story about the slowness of the three women, the confused girl, the widow and the gambler, who explored their minds together

  • Dennis 2021-12-23 08:01:52

    Light music, slow camera, sweet love

My Blueberry Nights quotes

  • Elizabeth: When you're gone, all that is left behind are the memories you created in other people's lives or just a couple of items on a bill.

  • Leslie: Sometimes your rhythm's off, you read the person right but still do the wrong thing.

    Elizabeth: Because you trust them?

    Leslie: Because you can't even trust yourself.