When I was young, I was very cunning and selfish, and I had few friends, and I didn’t dare to use the term friend when I was less than a certain age. At the age of 13 years old, people who run blindly together are at most called playmates. , If you really see it, you can't make two mouths with one red eye. Unless there is a precocious one, you will be born as a half-year-old child. The two anti-helixes have the gene of loyalty. You will know what is like-minded when you are a teenager. If you see if you can have it, you will give it to you for the rest of your life. On the tip, everyone loves, or falls all over, everyone hides, regardless of your words, they are all standing in front of you or behind you, this kind of people are often unsuccessful in society, and their hearts are dead. It’s good to be friends without changing communication. The old saying is Faxiaoer, Beijing dialect is Tiezi, and the northeastern is called Tiezi. In the written language, it is a friend of life and death.
To grab a cement table tennis table 12 years ago, you slapped me with a brick. My eyes were black, and I reached out and touched, mud and blood mixed in the back of my head. At that time, I was scared. I just sat on the ground and cried, crying and yelling: "My dad will have to fuck me when you go home after beating you." You stand in front of my teary eyes holding the board, at a loss, the lotus halberd hesitating alone. The brick is very abrupt in your hand, and whoever looks at it thinks you are a horrible thing. You throw the board around and stretch out your hand to pull on the collar of my school uniform: Go, wash your head, I invite you to watch the video. I swallowed the cry on the spot and followed your ass.
There was a lot of smoke in the video room, and we were sitting in the last row, with a man and a woman next to each other cyclically touching each other from head to foot. Seeing that the movie played was basically the same as the two of them, except the difference between the chair and the bed. Both of us brushed up and got sleepy. I felt that this was a pretty back-to-back event today. The strap on the subject was the most stinky and long, not as good as it. In the "Animal World" on TV, in addition to mating, there are also pinching and hunting. I feel a little urge to go back to class. The TV went dark, and a thin man hunched his waist and changed his belt. The title flashed out, and we both immediately became energized: "Bleeding Two Heroes". The two next to him also sat upright. The woman was still a little bit unsure, and the man pushed her: here, here. I watched this film for the first time. I used to watch Bruce Lee the most, "The Raptor Crosses the River", "Jing Wu Men", "Big Brother Tangshan" and so on. After watching, I hung a sandbag at home and screamed and practiced fiercely. For the first time in actual combat today, I didn’t wait for a shout, and I was overwhelmed by you. I wondered if I wanted to make a side kick in "Big Brother Tangshan" at that time. You have watched it n times, and you unconsciously recite the lines next to me and explain the relationship between the characters. I ignored them all and watched intently. Brother Fa has never been so cool. Sir Li has always been so righteous and awe-inspiring. The two people are together. A cigarette was smoking in front of a window, the camera rotated, and Ye Qianwen’s "Lend My Life" started at the right time. I was stupid on the spot. There was something in my heart that made the internal organs hot enough. Suddenly, there was a misused term that was completely renewed. Appeared in my heart: brother. Later, Xiaoxi and Maoqiu shot around back to back. They were covered in blood and smiled, so sad and so romantic. I really want to find someone to make friends for life, even if I die together, I don’t have any fear at all.
Coming out of the video room, the streets were full of simple people, one by one, bicycles passing by, rolling up a pile of dirt, it seemed that no one was carrying a gun.
You said that one of your favorite movie shots is that of the other two old men who don't know much about Fa Ge, who can beat them. Sitting on three sofas, the blood is flowing continuously, and they are still joking when they die. I said why I didn't see it, you said it was from "The True Colors of Heroes". I said, fuck. So in the days to come, we watched "The True Colors of Heroes 123" and hundreds of other Hong Kong movies whose names are unnamed. Although I feel that the "Song of the True Colors of the Heroes" has a strange and strange atmosphere, but on the whole I feel that it is not inferior to "The Bloody Two Heroes", so we sealed "The True Colors of the Heroes" and "The True Colors of Heroes Series" as our hearts. Tied for first place, and from then on, they kept toothpicks in their pockets, biting and squinting at each other in a place where no one was, and appraising each other, the conclusion was that they were all different.
When it came to the exam, I waved goodbye decisively to the days wandering the streets. You say that I am a fool. The education system in China is constantly deceiving but everyone pretends not to see. You sometimes wonder if someone deliberately wants to turn the next generation into a fool. I said that I have no money and no power. My parents are ordinary workers who provide me with hard work for my studies. I just bet on my brain, and no one plays with me. We are tied together, a total of more than two hundred kilograms. Want to be harmonious, strong and cold The system fight has no other end but to be crushed. You pointed to my nose and said that I was Li Zixiong, who could do anything for a box of money. I said that if one day you become confused with Jacky Cheung who can kill for more than ten dollars, I will not bother to give you a shot. You said that if there will be a battle in this world sooner or later, then we will see who the hero is. I said that anyway, I think the world is rapidly becoming mediocre. Although this street is very attractive to me, the two of us will have a "Shenyang Cigar". "We walk aimlessly, pretending to have a gun in our pocket, and go up to fight if anyone is not pleasing to the eye. If we lose, we will say that this river and lake is no longer suitable for us. We are all too nostalgic. But I admit my fate, I am not born Brother Xiao Ma, don't think you are, I treat you as a brother, but I cherish myself more. You froze for a while, took out a toothpick, put it in your mouth, and turned away.
Of course we were still friends in the following days. I kept taking exams and jogged towards the happy side with the pace of most people. I always felt that it was not enough. You didn't go anywhere, you kept wandering the streets, reading by yourself, fighting with messy people, watching DVDs with me. We still love Hong Kong movies. If you see "Peace Hotel" in Fa Ge's movie, you don't need to watch it. This is farewell. Later, you said that the man named Wu Zhenyu would be famous, and he played a lot of bad movies, but he was a literary youth in his heart. Seeing "Dark War", you sigh that Old Man Du finally found a good container for Andy Lau, although Liu Qingyun has been playing better than Andy Lau, but Andy Lau's role is so eye-catching and sure to win an award. "Fantasy" makes you so intoxicated, you say that everyone is killed by others, the more struggling, the easier it is to be controlled by others, it is better to open your mind and do it. I gradually started to like Wong Kar-wai's feminine and ambiguous. You like Wu Yusen’s chivalrous heart as always. I started to realize that Wu Yusen’s films always have a kind of artificial romance and simple symbol. It is a modern martial arts, a castle on the beach, I turn I feel that realistic gangster movies like "Infernal Affairs" that incorporate elements of spy warfare are more appealing to me. They are exquisite and rigorous, tragic but not tragic. But you still keep rewatching Wu Yusen's old movies. Whenever the doves in the church fly up, Fa Ge's body full of bullet holes falls on the screen, tears in your eyes.
Today, 12 years later, there is a small scar you left behind my head. You still live in a dilapidated community not far from me. You pay attention to the world situation every day, and you are ready to go into battle and fight a beautiful battle for our country. Or read a book and watch a movie to imagine that you are a tragic hero. In fact, he was doing nothing, letting time slip away. I often remind you that the world may not be as black and white as you think. There are not many bad guys, at most they are a little bit wicked. The life-and-death conflict is all opium in Hong Kong movies. I have also shown you Gong teacher’s cartoon. You say it is not addictive. The old woman in "Witch's Delivery Service" is a villain, but she never wants to take human life, that is, she wants you to do some hard work for her. Lord Shuo said, in this world, you think he has a hideous face, and you think he is sunny, but he is really sunny. If people are always extremely rough, virtual, and mindful of the world, they are easy to live extremely tragic, and you will sink first before you wait for major things. In life like this, the thoughts are pure but the tortured person is not like a human or a ghost. There are ghost martyrs. Human dignity is sometimes decent. Many times you are decent if you take a bath. If you can't even take a bath, your dignity can easily be taken away by inferiority.
I often wonder why I didn't have a childhood sweetheart with a beautiful woman, but grew up with you. The longer I have been in the society, the more I found out that the pretty girl who had grown up with a childhood sweetheart was likely to be in a certain chairman’s bed as soon as she turned around, and you still live not far away from me, and you never say hello to my house on weekends. If we catch up with the turmoil, I will charge with you with a gun and I will not be afraid at all. In this mediocre age, let's fool ourselves and live carefully, and live a good life, first.
After writing these words, I feel that I am talking nonsense. If a person wants to completely change it, it is difficult to go to the sky. Xiao Zhuang finally thought about living a normal life. The result was full of holes. If you feel so comfortable to live like this, just live like this, you just When I am talking to myself, practice oral Chinese.
My mom makes sauerkraut boiled meatballs on weekends, so she can figure it out by herself.
Originally published in "Watching Movies" in August 2009
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