Then this lonely stone god seems lonely, but in fact there is a confidant who admires him in this world - Yukawa, many people say that it would be better if he didn't tell the truth to Hanaoka. But I think it makes sense, because as a confidant of an unknown genius, the best thing he could do was to tell her the truth, because that's the only way to convey the real reason Stone God does everything and that is love . Maybe the actor is a restrained actor, so he showed all the emotions of such a rational physicist very restrained, but in the original book more than once he had to describe his face distorted by pain and sad expressions.
So even I, who feel noble about life, feel that no matter who says that apart from the truth, or who doesn't tell the truth, it is not worthwhile for Shishen alone to be punished alone. Because if you know the end of some things, will you still do it? Unless there is a real reason you have to do it, it is the supreme problem to not turn back even in pain.
Compared to the last Ishigami, he didn't expect Hanaoka to go back and turn himself in, because in his heart he felt that hiding the truth might not be the best way to make her beloved woman happy, just like the book says: "Sometimes, as long as a person is good Being alive is enough to save someone." So when he saw Hanaoka kneeling and apologizing at the gate of the detention center, he must have been very painful. I also want to know the ending earlier, it's better to persuade her to surrender at the beginning, then it won't kill in vain, it's really not worth it.
But after thinking about it, I think it's not a question of whether it's worth it or not, because from the beginning, Hanaoka's unhappy ending was not arranged in the plot arranged by Ishigami, no matter what he does, he finally tries to make the person he loves A place that leads to happiness. Therefore, the best way is also the worst way he said in the book, because Shishen, who has been paving the way for this ending from the beginning, knows that there will always be one person to be punished.
"The real punishment will only stay in the heart and memory." Bai Yexing's words, I will use him here for the time being, just to express the explanation for Hanaoka's surrender, because the murderer was indeed her and caused Shishen's final She can't and shouldn't know the reason for her dedication. It's true that people who don't know the truth may be able to live a life calmly, but that kind of happiness isn't real happiness, isn't it? So accepting punishment together may be the best happiness. For those who have already committed crimes, regardless of the relationship between the two, whether it is the stone god who took the lawsuit in vain, or did not achieve the final goal - escape punishment For Hanaoka, who was imprisoned, nothing was worth it. It’s like for us who know the ending of love will break up, although we don’t know when such an unpleasant ending will happen to us, but for us who never want to go that step, we are sincerely every time. Paying, in the end, did not get the desired ending, but this is not unworthy in itself, because our choices are always moving in the direction of what we really want in our hearts.
For my humble opinion on this book, I think the only thing that is not worth it is to kill that soy sauce man named Shinji. But maybe it wasn't his death, Hanaoka would never know that someone in this world gave love like this. Maybe Ishigami's last heart-wrenching cry is a release of the long-held despair and pain in his heart. It is his real feelings, the real feelings of his soul, and the real feelings of his soul, so it is also the most painful place for Yukawa. That is - Ishigami's abandonment Be yourself. "If you are not happy, I will do so many things in vain." Ishigami lamented not for what he did in vain, but because Hanaoka didn't get the happiness he wanted to give her.
"Exactly what kind of encounter can you love when you love someone? What kind of encounter can you give up without regret? The end of logic is not the ideal country of reason and order, but the love that I dedicate with my life." Shi Shen, the emotional suspect who finally gave up reason because of love in the rational world.
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