never the last time

Letha 2022-04-22 07:01:02

When I was gray enough, I watched this movie, trying to find a little resonance for my own depravity and decadence.
I don't really understand why the movie is called this name. It seems that the only thing related to the train in the movie is the wallpaper of Amai's house. I checked later and found out that it was a boring game.
The beginning of the movie is a large section of accusation, overthrow and criticism, the so-called correctness, the so-called life trajectory.
So I started to look at the film, thinking it was cynical and deviant, but it turned out to be just another torture of human nature.
At the beginning, it was a teenager who was about to quit drugs. He made all the preparations, but jumped into the dirtiest cesspool for two embolic agents. Talking about the last time, but never the last time.
He said that he was garbage, that he was disdainful, and that he was decadent enough. Such a useless life, it seems that only cocaine can bring a little meaning.
The result of relapse is further depravity, theft, robbery, arrest, and forced detoxification. After the torture of death and pain, it seems that he has finally been reborn.
Then the old friend came and thought that the development of the story would be helplessly implicated again, but it turned out to be just a resurgence.
Several drug friends started a drug business, and then it was a concentrated display of ugly human nature.
That lunatic kept yelling and swearing, even if he was wanted, he didn't know how to restrain himself.
Violent, rude, and as Amai said it's really shit. The final outcome of such a person should also end up in prison.
The sick boy no longer took drugs, but started a drug business. The method of his rebirth was to use unscrupulous means.
Potato came out of jail, joined because he had no money, and because he didn't report it, he finally got a little comfort.
He is relatively kind among several people, but the kindness here is just a synonym for cowardice and cowardice.
The protagonist, Amai, seemed forced to join, but became the final winner, taking all the money.
Recently, I have been looking for the bottom of the valley, and I feel that when the bottom is reached, it will rebound and rise, and it will be reborn.
But it turned out that there was no bottom at all. A Mai experienced the torture of death and detoxification, the potato boy went through prison, and the sick boy died of a child, but he still didn't have the slightest lesson. But in the face of temptation or desperate.
Amai, like he said, is a jerk! For the Tommy who was almost killed by him, at his funeral, when he heard his tragic condition and his head was full of pus, he just sneered and said something disgusting.
Back then, when he changed the videotape, it could be explained as being young and ignorant, but for the consequences, he actually felt a trace of remorse and guilt.
When I saw it, I felt a chill in my heart. It turns out that human nature can be so cold and cruel.
In the end, he took the money and flew away, saying that he could have everything he sneered at at first.
It turns out that the so-called cynicism is just a sour grape mentality, and not choosing is just wanting. When the opportunity arises, it will do whatever it takes.
And it will never be the last time, there is no last time at all, as long as there are enough chips and enough temptation, there will always be a next time, deeper and more thorough...

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Extended Reading
  • Morgan 2021-10-20 18:59:08

    Depravity also requires talent.

  • Hollie 2021-10-20 18:59:09

    After the erosion, a purposeful life is the right thing to do. Revisited on August 13, 2014. In preparation for "All Things Grow", the story about youth is different from mine, but in the end, they all end in the same way. I want to take Astragalus well and grow well.

Trainspotting quotes

  • Mark "Rent-boy" Renton: And with that Mark Renton had fallen in love.

  • Mark "Rent-boy" Renton: You see if you ask me we're heterosexual by default, not by decision. It's just a question of who you fancy. It's all about aesthetics and it's fuck all to do with morality. But you try telling Begbie that.