Sometimes, your strength is cruel to yourself

Renee 2022-04-19 09:01:25

Tired of listening to inspirational stories, when you encounter difficulties and setbacks, the people next to you tell you, everything is be all right, everything is be ok isn't it?

Then you work hard, and then you are not afraid of setbacks, like Ah As persistent as Gan, the result. . . It got worse, isn't it?

At the beginning, I thought it was better to be afraid, that it was all simple, just stand up bravely like those strong people say, be tough, don't say anything Abandonment, like a young man like Paul Korchakin, who has two eyes with endless flames for life, actively strives to find what is the meaning of life. But after so many years in a trance, all of a sudden one day when I faced everything in front of me, I found that it was empty, and maybe it was worse than the beginning, and I couldn't help panicking. Everything became out of control, things didn't work out perfectly like in the movie, one thing after another was inadvertently messed up, and even the body was not as good as it used to be. One day in February, when I was standing on the overpass crossing the street with scattered snowflakes in the dark night, the biting wind was blowing my face, and I was suddenly in a trance. At that moment, my life stopped, I thought, all of this really happened, Everything sucks.
Now all of this is more and more like an incurable disease. I still hope that he will get better, or I will say, life will get better, tomorrow will still dawn, and spring will still come. It's important to try to adjust yourself, but things don't go the way you think, with things like cancer, if there may be no tomorrow, if things never get better, if something is as far as your life can go... ...for this "if", for this thing "despair", if you don't experience it yourself, I'm sure you won't understand, and I'm sure you won't understand the utterly irreparable pain.
When everything was over, in the evening after the unexpected thunderstorm in spring, the air was cold, the rain outside the window was less, the rain on the eaves dinged on the green plants or the stagnant water on the window sill, and the sky slowly brightened again. Get up, but it will be night again, and it will not be all bright. We sort out the traumas and the lost traces, and life continues to move forward. Without too many words, everything just happened, even if you don't believe it, it did happen.
Like in "Million Dollar Baby," the female boxer tells the coach at the end, yeah, it's over, please let me go. Sometimes your toughness is cruel to yourself, and you do have to admit things you don't want to admit. If you believe in fate, then you think that God has prepared these sufferings for you to make you understand more and more what life is all about; if you don’t believe in fate, all this just happened, it has no meaning, everything in the world All have its consequences but not all have meaning, and you never know what the next page of life will look like.

I just ask you, please live in the moment, day by day, let go of all annoying ideals, let life go on, care about the people around you who love you, work hard to be yourself, be a kind person, care about your parents and friends, care about yourself .

The hardships and confusion are just that. Please live according to your own way of life. Now look at the past and the people who have passed by. The most worthy of cherishing is the partner who grew up together. The parents who love you the most are probably the most worthwhile. The people you love are the ones who stayed by your side in your worst moments. These simplest words appear in different novels, in different movies, you may have heard them ten years ago, but in fact, only you can understand the meaning of it all by experiencing it firsthand.

So, please allow yourself to smile again and say to yourself, maybe, everything is going be all right.

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  • Florence 2022-03-25 09:01:06

    The movie is dull, it is an overrated movie. It is inspirational, but I can’t feel the inspirational elements of the protagonist’s story, the normalized life details, and the normalized performance.

  • Fay 2022-04-23 07:01:23

    I love this warm sketch with a heavy theme to interpret warmth and healing. At first, I thought it would be unbearable, but the friendship, family, and love exploded later, and the extra touch swept away the emotional haze in the first half, and several tears were well grasped. All in all, an inspiring film!

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  • Adam: What were you doing when I called? Were you on Facebook?

    Katherine: You know... umm... stalking my ex-boyfriend actually isn't the only thing I do in my free time.

    Adam: I wish you were my girlfriend.

    Katherine: Girlfriends can be nice. You just had a bad one.

    Adam: I bet you'd be a good one.

  • Rachael: Why am I the bad guy?

    Kyle: Because you're his girlfriend, you cheated on him, and he has fucking cancer, you lunatic!