Feeling depressed from the very first act. As a clue, the piano can be conservative and strict or free and easy. The heroine and the hero are not destined to be the same. Erika's "crazy" comes from her mother's sexual repression. She is unable to resist because of love and hatred, because she has long been overwhelmed, let alone resisting. Erika can only feel the reality of this world by watching pornographic films, "punishing" the softest parts of herself or peeping at other people's sex, not a world without emotion and complete reason. She uses what she has learned to be controlled to control her so-called love. The way she may feel pleasure is only extreme, and she can no longer experience the way ordinary people enjoy pleasure. She has been oppressed for a long time, and she can't solve herself. Maybe "self-destruction" is an irreversible ending. What was she thinking by the window? Numb, I already thought of the ending.
I really don't have a similar experience, and I can't understand her desire to go into the dust and be bound. I hope these people can get help to break the bondage or find someone who also suppresses the pain. Is that the only way? It is not uncommon in life and other works to bring personal or spiritual damage to such an environment. But erika reminds me of Cao Qiqiao written by Eileen Chang. A person with spiritual energy can gradually go crazy and go crazy. Such tragic female characters in history usually have a similar experience: feudal oppression (sexual repression). This may be their own way of resisting: look what you have done to me! And they also know very well that this kind of pain can't be resolved in this life, they may know their fate and accept their fate, so they are more painful. That's why my scalp tingles and my hands and feet are cold when I watch it. I am trying to understand her pain, but it can only be one-thousandth.
Btw, I saw a comment saying that I have had enough of these people who will not redeem themselves, but I still have a lot of likes! You go to be the savior. As Fang Siqi said, we can never feel the pain of the client, so why should we decide for him? They may simply not be redeemed for the rest of their lives.
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