Is there such a situation that when you say a word or do something, you always have to think and revise it repeatedly, and you will want to write something good, whether someone likes it, or whether the people you care about will think it's good. So you can't do anything, because your time is wasted in non-stop selection, non-stop writing to please. The influence of my family environment may have taught me to be a good-looking and well-behaved child, and a very lovely person. But the word "cute" is just a piece of shit to a good-looking child. This seems to be an insult to oneself, a mockery of oneself, because you are a very good child, and you look different. There is no other way.
What I heard most often when I was a child was that I couldn't do it, and I couldn't say that. Even the words "I rely on" and "neuropathy" that were popular in school were taught not to say it. One can imagine how restrained the childhood was. Cowardly people dare not express their opinions, dare not express their thoughts in public, and dare not become a maverick. Over time, they will hate themselves more and more. But when you want to make a change, you find that you are already a man of arms. Because of your limitations of writing, thinking, or environment, you no longer have any opinions of your own.
Gradually, when there are non-stop people in life, some changes may occur. Start to bring something different into your life, such as music, such as movies, such as reading, such as accepting new and beautiful things. These really make you feel like you are no longer living in a monotonous world. You can be alone, you can be very happy, you can really feel it, and you don’t have to rely on others all the time. He was secretly happy for this. But no matter how much you've changed, you've already lost by the time you try to prove it and show others what you've changed, even to those who care.
This little thing I wrote doesn't seem to be called a movie review, so let's borrow the name of the movie to satisfy my own selfish desires.
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