He took me in constant exile because he killed people for me. Who was killed? What does it look like? I don't even remember, but I know that my original life is over, and I have to be with this man named Erhu, even if it's a stray.
Erhu said that with a beard, others can't recognize him. He has a long beard, but the more I look at him, the more bandit-like he becomes. He was always doing desperate things and had a bunch of brothers following him. Follow him to at least eat enough. Among them, Wu Yang is his best brother. Wu Yang often said to the brothers: "When you're full, go do your life-threatening things with me."
Yes, they licked blood on the knife edge and whizzed by, and each time, a brother fell, but more joined. To this day, I'm still scared and lonely when they come back, just like when I first knew they were going to die. Am I tired of living like this, waiting for them to come back, or waiting for them not to come back.
One day, they went out again. The morning sun shines into the room, and I wake up thinking, why am I always waiting, what kind of ending can I expect? I want to leave.
I got up like this, walked out of the room like this, the dirt slope at the entrance of the village is where I have been standing and waiting for them, I took a good look when I passed by, I said to myself, I don’t want to wait like this, I want to leave .
In fact, I don't know where I can go. Every time I want to leave, the farthest is the wilderness and I stop. Every time I go here, the sky is getting dark, and my heart is like Lost in the room from which I left, my footsteps turned involuntarily, taking me back to find it. Erhu never knew that I had left. Every time he came back and saw me at the door of my house, he would have a smile on his face. He was still so bright in his beard. Every time this time, my heart would ache. .
The last time I ran away from home, on the way back, I met a man in military uniform who fell to the ground with a puff. I saved him. I fed him a bowl of porridge, and he looked very scary when he ate the porridge. After drinking the porridge, he told me that his brothers were all dead, and he was so sad to see them all dead beside me. That night, I suddenly had the urge to tell him my story and tell him that I really just want to live a normal life. Is a normal life like others so far away from me? That night, we soothed each other like long-lost lovers.
I didn't expect to see him again, and I also knew that his name was Qingyun. Erhu and Wuyang like him very much and call him eldest brother. He saw me, I was looking at him, our eyes were entangled at the moment of looking at each other, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, if God loves me, how can they give me these two men at the same time!
Men want to go out to war, what is war, I don't know, but I know that it is waiting and wiping the blood on the ice blade. Are they happy like this?
For fourteen years, they fought non-stop, sometimes coming back every three months, then three years, then five years, and then they took me away.
The men are very happy, drinking wine, let me put on beautiful clothes to accompany me, Erhu has never been so happy, drinking, he shouted to his brother loudly, he loves me, he loves more his brothers.
That man named Qingyun, he is always avoiding me, every time he has to, he will attend the scene where I am, but every time I see me, although his eyes dodge, I can feel his inner fire. hot. He is a man with ideas. He seldom speaks, but every time what he says makes sense. He is very persistent. There are things in him that Erhu and Wuyang do not have. He is not rash.
I was with Qingyun, and when I was with him, I felt that I was really loved.
Sometimes I wonder, what kind of life is this?
Qingyun killed Erhu, Wuyang wanted to kill Qingyun, before Wuyang wanted to kill Qingyun, he came to me, I was changing the window screen, what a beautiful window screen, red. Wu Yang brought a knife, he came to kill me. He said, because of me, the killing between their brothers was because of me!
Do red curtains look good? I asked Wu Yang, he was stunned for a moment. He will not understand my heart. All my dreams are just like this red window screen. For more than ten years, they have never cared about it. Now, they say that I am the biggest culprit and I must die. Then let me die, if that's the case.....
my name is Liansheng, fourteen years is a dream, I have woken up from the dream, they are still in the dream!
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