What kind of person is he?
He reminded me of a story I heard. Someone was determined to drop out of an expensive private school, and at the urging of his parents, he returned to school the following year from the freshman year. Whether obedience is beneficial to his future, it’s hard to say... In this kind of situation where we are not conscious of ourselves and unable to make a decision, we often choose to be "rational", at least, to do what should be done within our responsibility, or what others require to do . Ikari Shinji did just that. There are at least several advantages to making a "rational" choice: an exemption mechanism, instead of making a wrong decision, you are solely responsible. It is better to listen to others, both good and bad are safe. (Ikura Shinji: You let me do it and I will do it) Fill in the void of time with "useful" things (what else can I do without driving an eva?) If you are lucky, you can get "recognition" rewards. (I hope that my partner will not get hurt. This is my responsibility. I also want to be recognized by my father.) First, what is this sense of emptiness? After Ikura Shinji left, he took the train for a long time, until everyone on the train was empty, he was still alone with his own spirit, thinking about whether his father cared about him, and what he could do besides driving the eva. . After sitting in the car for a day and nowhere to go, he went back again when he couldn’t think of the result...Although driving an eva made him suffer all the time, but this way he can at least be responsible to his companions, and there is a 1% chance Recognized by his father. If freedom represents the emptiness of aimless rides, why not obey. So they said, "He is an obedient person." What can be wrong with doing things for others? He wants to be responsible to others and wants to be accepted. He even had a dream, in which Asuka, Ling Bo and everyone lived in harmony like ordinary people. If there is no eva in that time and space, can he live happily?
But if he gives up driving the eva, he will fall back into nothingness and loneliness, and new relationships will no longer exist. But driving makes him painful, and painful mind makes him have repeated behaviors. This is what his father called "hypocritical" behavior. Endure, leave, defend yourself, and come back and continue to endure. Is it useful to endure and obey? Without a doubt, no. His father called him "hypocritical" and told him to get out. The guardian, Miri, used both soft and hard, encouraging, accusing, encouraging, and even compensation for the opposite sex. Ayanami has her own identity problem to deal with, and Asuka proudly rejects others, and she has a nervous breakdown. In a certain sense, he is already in a state of "complete loneliness or isolation". He finally said that everyone was terrible and asked Asuka for help, but he was rejected, his mentality was completely broken and he wanted to strangle her. Except it's useless, is it harmful? harmful. Because his father is a boss, responsibility and patriarchy are vaguely tied together. Enduring driving an eva is not the most unbearable. The most terrifying thing is that when fulfilling responsibilities, the pitiful spiritual pillars are also broken one by one. His father nearly forced him to kill his classmates who recognized him during the test of the No. 3 machine. But in the end, out of obligation, he killed Zhu Kaoru (tolerant to understand him), but this time he was not forced to turn off his head. This is also the last straw that patriarchy (obedience) crushes him to death. If such a dead-hearted person is given the opportunity to dominate the future of the world, the world will only be an externalization of his "inner heart", which is also the final outcome of this film. Everything was destroyed, mankind returned to the original point, and all stories history became nothingness. It was like a heavy rain washed away everything. Is this a good thing or a bad thing for his heart? How does this world exist? Compromise? Countless "compromising people" constitute the orderly structure of the world. Each lives with a heart disease, and no one can see through. This is also at field (absolute defense). The so-called defense is for protection. Abandoning the boundaries of defense means the disappearance of individuals. People who give up at field will turn into a pool of water and gather into the sea for thorough integration. In the end, everyone is satisfied in the dream and disappears in form. This is the price of losing at field (I see it as entropy increase). Ironically, at the end of the end, there were two people who should not have existed in the world, a man and a woman, Ikura Shinji and Asuka, two people who were extremely closed in their hearts. In the end, he still wanted to strangle her to death, but stopped halfway through the pinch, and cried like a dog. After all, there are only two of them in the world. Can they have each other because of this?
Or because they didn't touch each other, that was the reason for them to survive.
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