Desire to love hurts, but the hurt is not aware of it

Domenica 2022-01-08 08:01:33

You are not my dependence on life and death, you are what I want and cannot bear.

The fox said, if you tame me, my life will be full of sunshine, and your footsteps will become different from others. The sound of other people's footsteps will make me hide under the ground quickly, and your footsteps will be like music, calling me out of the cave.

You are my prince, but I am not the only fox you tame.

It's rare that there is such a same-sex movie that avoids politics. Abandonment, struggle, betrayal and a little love are left behind.

It is undeniable that "Brokeback Mountain" is a beauty that can never be surpassed in my heart, and behind this candlestick is another kind of legend that makes people feel emotional.

I met director Steven Soderbergh because of "Sex, Lies, Videotape". He became the youngest winner of the Cannes Awards that year, and I only saw the man holding the trophy and said shyly, "It seems that my career as a director is going downhill." Today, the touch is still the same. The focused eyes behind the camera saw the passionate life of the pianist Liberace, so this time, we got a cruel fairy tale.

Liberace, the pride of the 70s. Horowitz did not say that there are only three types of pianists in the world: Jewish pianists, gay pianists, and second-rate pianists. As soon as Lee appeared on the stage, I was shocked. "Douglas admired at the time. This time Douglas is really beautiful and close to monster. Gorgeous costumes, furs, gold ornaments, flying fingers on a pure white piano, and a candlestick jumping with enthusiasm... Ambiguous, pompous, emptiness and loneliness attracts Scott, his baby boy just right. He can get everything he wants, and he won't stay there anymore. Passionate, hurt, and unfeeling are his knots.

And Scott is the seeker among the hordes of living beings lost in the light and unable to extricate themselves, the fox desperately looking for his trainer. Meet but seem to have known each other, have never met and missed each other. After a brisk piano piece, he thought he had found a prince who could accompany him throughout his life, but he didn't know that this brilliant and colorful king was destined not to stay because of a pet. What he loves is youth, enthusiasm, everything he once possessed and was ruthlessly seized by time. That's it, he loves himself.

Remember the beautiful servant Caruzzi of Lee. "Do you know how many people he had before? He dumped all of them, but I'm still here. One day, Lee will call Seymour and ask him to deal with it. You." Scott asked Lee to deal with Caruzzi, but a few years later, it was Seymour who dealt with the drug addicted Scott. What a miraculous saying comes true.

It's just Scott. For Lee, you can have plastic surgery, shape your body, and get addicted to drugs. As long as Lee is willing to tame you, you will always be that bright-eyed little fox. Because you believe that the man who has so many favorites once fell in love with you, he can expose his ugly side, and he can share his fragility with you. But you are not his, an admirer, you can look up but you can never be equal. If you think you are loved with confidence, it will be replaced in the next second.

The most important thing is that the world can't keep it. Finally, Scott is no longer young. He hides in the corner and squints at Lee and his new love, his expression is complicated and lonely. What he thought might be the look of Lee's predecessor when he left, suddenly. What I didn't understand back then, I now understand it, but even if I understand all the cruelty, I can never go back to the beginning. There is only the starting point of desire and love.

It’s easy to get lost if you are looking for it, and all loneliness is a crime. Good things will end, and the ugliness of court is what this relationship is like. Lee's shocking sexuality occupies the topic of the public after dinner, and even the out-of-court settlement can not take people's attention away.

Everything seemed calm until Lee got AIDS and weakly begged Scott to come and see himself again. Things are not what people are. The peerless elegance of the year was nothing but the tortured bald old man in the hospital bed. We gave each other the most happiness and the most torture, and this is the best ending.

The relationship we had was a costly loss, a difficult beauty, and in the end, Lee's voice was as affectionate as he first met, but the poem was still a different taste.

Why I love you? Why I love you? I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when Iam with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, I love you not only because of your own achievements but for what are you making of me. I love you forignoring the possibilities of the fool in me, and accepting the possibilities of the good in me. Why do I love you? Why do I love you? I loveyou for closing your eyes to the discord in me, and for adding to the music in me by worship for listening. I love you for helping me to construct my life, not a tavern, but atemple. I love you for helping me to construct my life, not a tavern, but atemple. I love you because you have done so much to make me happy. I love you, because you have given so much, just for me. You have done without a word, without a touch, without a sign. You have done by just being yourself.

When I met without keeping together, knowing without company, yes, when I stepped over everything that was perishing and went to war on eternity, where were you? Those who are destined to be unable to die in life are deeply affectionate, ice and snow deceive each other, years of misery, and gentle pain are all in their words.

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Extended Reading
  • Onie 2022-03-26 09:01:09

    A curious viewpoint, a curious image, a curious image. The only impression left after reading it was the two distorted faces.

  • Marilie 2022-01-08 08:01:33

    You say that he is your world, how can the world be changed for you. You circulate around him wearily, and he wears a heavier and heavier halo on our back, you can howl and leave, but he can only die with halo. The little golden retriever under the candlelight has turned my dear motor back into the little bear that hasn't grown open. He is always young and tearful, always bears the strongest support, and always stays in the most comforting harbor.

Behind The Candelabra quotes

  • Liberace: I never know whether people like me for me, or what they can get out of me.

  • Liberace: It was the only thing my father gave me. He was a French horn player. He left us for an oboist.

    Scott Thorson: So that's why you're so musical?

    Liberace: No, that man had nothing to do with it. My talent comes from God.