Johnny is a middle-second young man who is extremely depressed and extremely decadent.
He lives on the ranch with his father and grandma, and manages the cows and sheep on the ranch. His father's legs and feet are not good, and his grandma is a lot of age, but he doesn't care about the ranch. I ran out to drink and fool around every night, and didn't come back until midnight, and refused to get up in the morning. In order to fight with others in the carriage, he delayed the calf delivery and killed the calf. When he saw the lamb was dying, he gave up directly, not trying to rescue him at all. He saw that Georgi had been ridiculed and had no idea how to respect people. He asked Georgi to stay and run the ranch with him. Georgi only asked what he planned for the future, so he turned around and got into the toilet with someone else... He is such a bastard!
He is only more than twelve years old, but he has surrendered to life. He has no passion for life, he doesn't live his life seriously all day, just drinking and messing up his life; he has no love in his heart, he has sex with a passerby brother, resolutely refuses to kiss, and Georgi is passionate for the first time, and he is not allowed to touch him. Lips. He has become a soulless walking dead, living in this ranch numbly all day long, the ranch is like a prison, keeping him tightly trapped. Even though his life has been so fucked, he didn't want to try to change at all, instead he chose to pass it by and live so assholes all the time, letting this whole life be wasted in such a muddle-headed manner.
It wasn't until Georgi's arrival that his life began to slowly improve.
It is precisely because Johnny is too bastard and unreliable, so his father can only ask for another helper, otherwise the ranch will be destroyed in Johnny's hands. So Georgi came to this ranch as the only one willing to come to the ranch. In stark contrast to Johnny, although Georgi was only a helper to the ranch, he was practical and diligent. I got up early in the morning to deliver the sheep, and took Johnny's father to the mountain early in the morning. Johnny was drunk the night before, and it was almost noon when he woke up. Father asked Johnny to take Georgi to the bar. Georgi immediately refused. He didn't want to waste his great time to be decadent! But Johnny looked at Georgi, who had been working steadily, but was always cynic.
This seems to be the same as those who have given up hope for life and laugh at all kinds of people who see others still working hard. Georgi tied up the fence, awakened the dying lamb, used stones to actively repair the destroyed fence, peeled off the sheep’s skins from the dead lambs to protect the lambs from the cold, and fed the lambs, but Johnny stayed aside. Doing nothing, or knocking and knocking with a rock pretending to be, this reminds me of weeding in the field with my mother when I was a child, and my mother immersed herself in removing the grass from one end to the other in rows. I just pulled one out and counted one, it seems to be quite grassy.
Just like the food they eat, Johnny has no expectations for life, so he just accepts the food in a broken jar, not wanting to change it at all. But Georgi is different. Although the food may not taste good, he can add seasoning and take the initiative to change his life. One is passive and decadent, the other is proactive. Georgi was like a light, shining into Johnny's life. Under the influence of Georgi, Johnny also began to face life positively and began to add seasonings to food.
From the beginning, Johnny mocking Georgi all day, the two later repaired the sheep shed together. In getting along day and night, love is also quietly growing. When Johnny's hand was injured, Georgi casually spit, and the two smoked a cigarette and added seasoning to the food together, a passionate physical collision. If the first time two people are passionate in the mud, it is just the burst of physical desire, then the second time the body candidly meet is the transmission of love. The first time Johnny refused to let Georgny kiss him, and it was just a mouthful. The second time the two of them went to the ground without any scruples, touching their faces, kissing, and caressing, and we didn’t even look at them until the end. Arrived sex.
How could such a man not love him? He doesn’t smoke, clubbing, or decadence. He patiently wakes up the dying lamb, carefully peels off the sheep’s skin to protect the lamb from the cold, adds seasonings to the food, and runs to the hills to watch. Sunset afterglow. Moreover, he is handsome, gentle, and affectionate, not just for venting his desire for a few seconds of climax, but to teach Johnny step by step how to enjoy sex comfortably. I think that's how Johnny is. He fell in love with Georgi step by step. After all, he is too charming to be rejected.
After returning to the ranch, where grandma ironed her clothes, it was obvious that Johnny was different from before. He used to be like a dead fish, lazy, and godless, but now his body seems to have been injected with a light, and suddenly he has a soul, and he is passionate about life, even his eyes are more godly and no longer I can't afford to drink and clubbing in bed, and I am more active in my work.
Johnny and Georgi were swimming and flirting together in the lake. When his father knew that he was angry, he was hospitalized after a stroke, and his grandmother was accompanying him in the hospital. The family was dependent on both of them. Johnny hadn't fully matured yet, and he was obviously panicked in the face of the sudden burden, but fortunately, Georgi accompanied him and kept the ranch in order. He makes pasta and cheese. Two people take a bath in the bathtub together, cuddling on the bed and talking about the dick, it feels like a family. They discussed that when Johnny's father was better, Georgi would leave.
His father was discharged from the hospital and completely paralyzed. Johnny asked Georgi to stay forever and live with him. Although Johnny was influenced by Georgi, he began to love life and began to grow slowly, but he was not mature enough. Georgi asked him how to take care of the ranch, and he was completely confused. Georgi just wanted to take good care of the pasture with him, not like now, he didn't even have disinfectant for the lambs, he didn't want to repair the fence all day, and he didn't take the pasture seriously. There used to be his father who could take care of him, but now his father is completely unable to stand up. He has to rely on him for everything, but he has no plans at all.
It’s normal if you don’t have a plan, but you can discuss with Georgy and plan your ranch together to see how to manage it well and how to make it better and better, instead of messing around, the ranch will end sooner or later. But Johnny didn't choose to face this problem directly. He figured out a way to fix the ranch, and turned around and got involved in the toilet with a man. Since two people are going to be together, how can they not be responsible? Georgi refused to flirt with others, but Johnny was passionate with others in the toilet. Georgi is still there! You just asked him to spend a lifetime with you!
Perhaps his father's paralysis did not allow Johnny to fully mature, but Georgi's departure forced him to mature. Now he can't even rely on Georgi, he can only carry everything himself. Spraying disinfectant on the sheep, and personally wiping his father's body, the ranch has a job to do it immediately instead of delaying... He has completely become another Georgi, working actively and loving life.
But I still can’t help thinking about him, he would put on the sweater he wore, feel his body temperature, would look at the work clothes he wore in a trance, would make a big fuss in the room he lived in, and wonder how he would leave him alone. People are gone. Before, he didn't understand love, didn't let others kiss his mouth, and looked everywhere for men to vent animal desires. Now Georgi has taught him what love is, but he left again. If you don’t live with lovesickness, you will be lovesick. I accidentally discovered the address and phone number left by Georgi. I believe Georgi left it on purpose, because he also loves Johnny!
When grandma returned home, she found the condom they had left behind after having sex, and she cried bitterly while holding his pants; when his father saw the two of them being close together, he suffered a stroke and was hospitalized and paralyzed. But after all, they still loved Johnny too much and chose to support him. In fact, at the beginning, he asked Georgi to stay. It should have been the meaning of his grandmother and father. After all, only Georgi could hold him down, let him work steadily, and stop him from spending time and drinking.
I believe that after Georgi’s departure this time, Johnny really learned a lesson. He really won’t go to a bar to get drunk anymore. He will mess around with a man, and he really won’t care about the ranch anymore. Management, the better he can do, and he can really take on the responsibility of this family. What he said, he really won't mess up, I can only choose to believe it like Georgi. In the end, Johnny was in the car, leaning on Georgi's shoulder, and drove along with the train to the end of happiness, not too happy.
Georgi’s love and himself, like a light, shined into Johnny’s gloomy life, taught him how to grow, how to love, how to live, and illuminate Johnny’s life. This is not so much a love story as it is a story in which Georgi used his love to teach Johnny to grow up. Johnny’s growth from the heart to the outside is the main thread, and Georgi’s love is The catalyst for his growth. But anyway, such a large scale, high sweetness, and the ending of HE's same-sex love story, it is not too much to my appetite.
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