It is difficult to associate my own life with this group of American teenagers. After all, I am not a rich second-generation, neither taking drugs nor hanging out in nightclubs. I have a clean and organized life, ordinary and decent friends, and some decent hobbies. But I can always find a strong resonance from the hero's sometimes empty face, sometimes struggling forbearance, as if accepting a warm raindrop from the sky in my heart, the two merged without a sense of rejection.
How to describe that feeling.
I don’t know what to make up for the lost, just like Mike the white ghost, dropping out of school and selling drugs after his mother died of cancer.
I don't know how to dispose of my vigorous energy, so I call my friends and friends to gather together, and we will be happy till dawn at the party.
The lack of good communication between parents and children do not know how to remedy, so they indulge in drugs and paralyze themselves with hallucinations.
The neglect and prejudice against his parents cannot be forgiven, so he goes further and further on the road of rebellion, destroying all the glamorous lives with guns and ammunition.
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Even if I cannot achieve their madness and determination, I can still understand their original motives to the greatest extent.
Lost, struggling, doubting, self-denying.
Lost, desperate, banished, resigned to depravity.
Disappointment in oneself and others in the world makes a raging fire in his chest, hoping to burn everything, plunder everything and destroy everything.
All the cruel, desperate, selfish, dark thoughts have existed so real and we are tacitly aware of each other.
So I always think about how to make my life better.
There is no answer.
At the end of the film, the film finally revealed its own shooting intention: we must live the best life we can, abrupt and pale. A failure in a failure.
But it is the answer to my unanswered question-what is
really meaningful is not thinking about how to make life better, but trying to make life better.
Activists.
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