buying a movie card, you can often see some old films that have been off-file appearing again in the form of film. This week, it was "Brokeback Mountain". ". To be honest, the image effect is not as good as my high-definition DVD in the competition version of the year, but the dark movie theater has a unique tunnel that swallows time, which makes people fall into it.
Love doesn't know where it started, but it keeps going deep. Love at first sight, love because of sex, because of poverty, because of power, because of loneliness, because of marginalization, because of vanity, because of hatred, because of beauty, because of novelty, because of the destiny of parents, because of the need to find a father for the child, because there must be a person Share the cost of living, pay an electricity bill together, even because of the Stockholm predicament. It doesn’t really matter what causes love arises. Love cannot be withdrawn after entering, love cannot be extricated after fall, love is not a choice, love cannot be chosen, cannot be abandoned, lingering...Love is clear. Holding a painful but unbreakable hand, love is a poison that the soul can't get rid of.
Jack and Ennis, two people who were marginalized by this patriarchal society, also robbed them of their confidence as a man or a social role or a love role because of their violent patriarchy. Ennis's rickety back, her tight lips, a hand that is always in his pocket. Jack peeing curves, indulging in conquered servility, strong wife and son-in-law, and self-destructive indulgence.
Only Brokeback Mountain's love is the source of peach blossoms for them to escape from their cage. The root of their love needs is low and urgent, and it is close to a need for survival. The real function of this love is so powerful that non-mainstream social crowds can have dispensable mental play after dinner. Because of this, this love seems so bad and rough, but it bottoms out to the depths that most people can't reach.
The road is too wide, but the depth of entry is limited.
When I was young, I fell in love with Huang Biyun because of "Vomiting", and fell in love with Ye Xixi, who was weak, lonely, stubborn and unable to ask for it. I have read about the cry of the vomiting soul of the suspect X in Higashino Keigo, and I have also seen the man who slept with his friend’s wife in Haruki Murakami’s "Vomiting 1979"... and the body came down from the mountain, but the soul stayed on Brokeback Mountain all his life. Ennis, after Jack looked away in the rearview mirror, hid alone in the shadow in the corner, vomiting to release tears in pain.
I prefer people who love with the digestive system.
When I was three or four years old, my far-away dad asked me, do you miss dad? I said and thought. Where do you think? I thought about it carefully, and felt that the belly is the most important part of my body, so I shyly patted my belly and said, thinking about it here.
Brokeback Mountain is really a perfect movie, the mainstream in the marginal subject matter, the appropriate time and geographical background, the fine and deep original context hidden in the roughness, the subtle and precise details, the right depth, and the moderate and elegant director's perspective. , Full and depressed emotions, soul-possessed performance, direct and crisp photography tonality, there are always large clouds in the sky migrating, and Gustavo Santorala’s soundtrack, sweeping the guitar idle string.
The saddest ones are the elements excluded from this love, the hollowed sheep, Alma holding the child and weeping, the crying waitress, and Lurie who hides emptiness with strength, and what Ennis values most. Family and children, Jack's mother silently opened the paper bag, and after they left, they returned to the lonely Brokeback Mountain. Everything, betrayed, sacrificed, and kept secret, with very full, heavy, and depressed scars, witnessing and fulfilling this forbidden love. Among all the numb and empty faces, only the two of them have grasped a little bit of lively happiness and true love, who can be willing to blame anything, the hardships of life, tossing for joy.
It is these injured characters who appropriately measured the weight of this love. In some relationships, some people are destined to be disappointed in some things, destined to become the background, destined to become the weight of the balance, and destined to become the insignificant supporting role.
Everyone's feelings and doubts are secret and extremely depressing. It is these injured faces that reflect the natural but helplessness of this love from the side. Only in this way, can the derailment be so sincere and helpless, and it can be regarded as the ultimate.
So, when Ennis and Jack jumped naked from the edge of the cliff into the lake, all their emotions were brightened. Love is the short light in the tedious and dull life.
The favorite passage in the book is:
"The thing that made Jack remember and be at a loss was the hug that Ennis gave him on Brokeback Mountain that summer. At that time, he walked behind him and pulled him into his arms. Full of silent joy
that has nothing to do with sex. This lazy hug solidified as a sweet memory of their separation years, fixed as an eternal moment in their difficult life, unpretentious, sincerely joyful. Even afterwards, he realized that, Ennis no longer embraces him deeply because he is Jack. This memory, this moment still cannot be erased. Or perhaps, he understands that they cannot go further... Now."
Not forgetting but at a loss... People are sometimes hung up by such specious feelings. He doesn't love me, but he seems to love me a little bit. He loves me, but he doesn't seem to be enough. What is going on is still secret.
The saddest result was that in the end, Jack gave up. He finally gave up, but he died.
Perhaps the deepest love in this world is a war with one's own soul. Compared with Jack's simple and direct attack, Ennis retreated again and again, blocked again and again, and faced each other with his old fists, which was the essence of this suppressed burning love. The lava inside is hot, but the outside is drained of vitality like volcanic ash. "I want to know how to quit you." This is Jack's line, but it is a portrayal of Ennis.
He can express arrogantly, but he can only hold back.
The most joyful scene in the movie is probably that Ennis provoked and almost hit his truck driver by mistake, but was crushed. The pain that slowly fell into the dark, so directly released the silent pain and pressure in his life.
Using pain to release stress is the most typical element of gay movies. Fighting was originally a foreplay exclusively for men.
For 20 years, once or twice a year, he drove for 14 hours, and Jack, who had crossed 120 miles, was rushing with emotions without any regrets. Ennis, who was waiting on the spot, waited in the battle between heaven and man. Love comes from a certain kind of selfishness, even if it is selfishly torturing others and more torturing yourself, it has the confidence that "you must bear it".
In order to freely arrange a few days of holidays each year, I would rather spend my entire life doing a job that is hopeless like chewing wax, and in order to maintain emotional cleanliness, I would rather turn off the night light and turn my wife over in a marriage in stagnant water. For whatever reason, even the house rooted in the ground is not needed, and even the daughter's wedding is hesitating to attend. It seems to be far away from all possible happiness in order to redeem the sin of sinking feelings, so as to indulge in the fishing season of those few days each year. Avoid going to church and being immersed in the regional flames in his heart. He feels that he is guilty, but he loves it so much that he tries his best to punish himself.
In the end, when the daughter said that she was going to get married, Ennis whistled a few times and asked, does he love you? My daughter is probably surprised, because my father also knows the word "love". Why must we wait until the end to indirectly acknowledge this long-existing love through others?
Why do you have to wait until everything becomes ashes before you have the courage to face it. Why would you rather self-exile than embrace happiness?
Depressed feelings can last, or the joy of drinking it happily, and the little bit of scum that is despised by the world when the five inner parts are hurt and vomited is love.
The point G of the mood of the whole movie is vomiting.
As if to eat the other's deep kiss, as if turning the stomach bag over, throwing it into the washing machine and turning it for hundreds of times, the vomiting of emotional imprinting could not be washed away.
I prefer people who love with the digestive system.
Love vomits like black blood. I am as pure as a baby.
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