I followed him for a long time, I thought I knew him
I thought I was brave-when the soldiers came to catch him
I didn’t hesitate to drew the sword and cut off one of them’s ears
Actually it was just a momentary recklessness
When I saw the situation getting worse, when I found
He who I admire so much did not meet my expectations
At that moment, I understood why Judas would betray him
I dare not admit that he is my lord three times before dawn
My swearing brothers also fled everywhere
I hide in the cave alone shivering
I am ashamed of my cowardice
And, when the faith and hope that once left me
I'm trapped in a desperate nihility
I've known you a long time ago, Mary Magdalene
You threatened my love with him
You love him more than me, he loves you more than me
How can I balance my mind?
You are a sinful woman, we all talk like this
You should be stoned to death, but you took away our chance
For this we unite, judge, isolate, and curse you both
To be honest, I was most excited when he was crucified
The enjoyment of the pleasure of desire is permeated in my lacking body
You tempted him, with tears and balm
He failed me, and us
You are unworthy, he is unbearable, and we are noble
We destroy you to save you
Mary Magdalene, you are weaker than a weed
Even the beggar on the side of the road can trample on you at will
When he beat his whip to tear off the bloody flesh
When the rusty nail pierced his hands forcibly
Your face is pale, fearful, timidly, far away
You looked at his painful and distorted body, you didn’t close your eyes
You listened to his heart-piercing wailing, you didn't cover your ears
You tremble all over, you almost fainted a few times
But you hold back and stand until his head is on the cross
Hang down until his eyelids are completely closed
I was not there at that time, and the men who loved him were not there.
We once said, let Mary leave, the woman is not worthy to be saved
He said, when the light comes, the blind man is still in the darkness
You and him are so naive, you are undefended
Pure warmth, the unique connection between you and him
How much stress, misunderstanding, and hurt you have to experience before you can understand
Although you love him, you still have doubts
Although your doubts are not the same as ours
You are constantly doubting in your relationship, and constantly making new determinations
But when you see the stone removed from the tomb, when you find
He's not there anymore, you broke down all at once
He is really gone, you fall into the ice cave, you turn around and run away
I met a man in white, you didn't recognize him for a while
He asked you tenderly and compassionately: Woman, why are you crying
Who are you looking for? ——You think he is a worker who looks after the garden
You begged frantically: Where is he, give him back to me!
The encounter of life and death, when he had not ascended to the sky
The furthest gap hides the deepest tacit understanding
He whispered softly: Mary—that's something that no one else can hear
Voice; you hear it, you understand it, you see him
Your lover. Love does not necessarily point to eternal life
Love is achieved by eternal life, and will not fade away.
The light is like an avalanche of immortality, fully integrated into the sea of beauty
Once again, with the mission of love, you come among us
Announcing the news of his resurrection, announcing that you have seen the Lord
We men, how helpless we are
But accuse you of talking nonsense, just because you are a woman
Just because you are so close to him, we forgot
Our betrayal and fleeing, only you will never leave
But we will be skeptical, after all we recognize him as our Lord
We are more jealous of you because we are sure that he is resurrected
Freedom is noble, but it must come from a despicable power struggle
We are insignificant because of reality, and we are upright because of insignificance
This is the so-called bloody, history is written by men
Regarding his resurrection, thanks to the brilliant Paul’s narrative
I have been recognized as the first witness
Then my twelve brothers and five hundred other believers
They have seen it all, they are all men
We lie because we love him sincerely and sincerely
He loves me so much that I have keys and authority to become a rock
I also love him deeply, I really become brave
For love, I am destined to hang upside down on the cross
However, you are the only one in the arms of the Lord
When he came among us, no one washed away his dust with water
You wet his feet with your tears and dry them with your hair
You are Mary Magdalene, like water
Disappears like water, moisturizes the earth like water
Silent as water, comforting us as powerfully as water
Being valued and ignored like water, being insulted and damaged
Like water, you are entangled by seven ghosts, paralyzed in the quagmire
He helps you drive out evil spirits, he enters your life
He said to you: Your letter saved you, go home safely
You are at home like the sky, and we are still arguing about who is the biggest
I can only confess in private that you are one of the disciples
You are still afraid of me, but I love you
I want you to be me, not him
——This is the biggest power struggle
——Simple hobbies, complicated hobbies
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