I have lived alone since high school. After a long period of loneliness, loneliness comes naturally. I eat alone, read books, watch movies, keep a diary by myself, and write my boring daily and objectless words. Although Xiaokang lives at home, he spends most of the time in his room, watching four hundred strokes, urinating, peeing into a plastic bag, and then taking it to the windowsill to water the flowers. And in a foreign country (I forgot her name), she drank bottled water and ate puffed food alone. The loneliness isn't as strong when I eat by myself. But when I watch her eating in the movie, the flow of time seems to be very slow. The way she eats and swallows her food seems to have been trained to be extra careful by loneliness. When I eat, I'm afraid of soiling the table or the floor, after all, it's me who cleans up. It's not that I'm afraid of trouble, but I feel that it's sad to pack up alone.
Kang Ma's loneliness is different again, his husband has passed away. She was obviously obsessed with him, such as eating three bowls all the time. Later, she put on the dark cheongsam, and then I saw her like a mirror, reflecting the lonely atmosphere around her. Everything was silent except for the clock that was at the wrong time. People always get used to it. When we get used to having someone by our side, it is very bitter to be alone.
When I watch the characters in the movie alone, I really want to cry, as if to mourn all my time alone. On the other hand, I took some luck, thinking that if a person lives so lonely, boring is boring, anyway, there are so many people in the world, there must be people like me, just like the people in the movie, just as lonely.
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