I still have to leave.

Rupert 2022-03-21 09:02:52

First time watching this movie. is his recommendation.
"If only" is a movie that you will like when you hear the name. But when I first saw it, my heart was not touched.
Sometimes you love something so much that you are in awe of it. Fear of losing it, fear of having it. Because of the existence of such contradictions, you know that you are in love.
when you love someone. It's like a train going through a long tunnel and it's dark, but you know. There will be light ahead.
The second time I saw this movie. This relationship has come to an end. In fact, nothing, most of the world's feelings are like that. When I was bored, I remembered this movie and watched it again. So naturally, tears flowed down my face.
Just as a smile does not represent happiness, neither does tears represent sadness.
But at this moment, I can't stop missing him.
his profile. his smile. In the memory, there is a light-like existence.
Dear. Do you know the deep love I once had for you.
The letter I write to you in the silent night, but I don't send it or say it; I call you every night, never say goodbye, we count one, two, three, and hang up together; when we meet, watch it quietly You, but don't tell you what you want to hear; when watching a movie, secretly hold your hand and clasp your fingers; when breaking up, there is no crying or arguing, and it is as quiet as it has never happened.
But I wonder if it's because I never say it out loud that you never know. So you tell me, you don't think I love you enough. So you want me to watch this movie, and you want me to tell you something as emotional as the lines in the movie.
But how can I let you know that my indifferent, just because I care too much. I always thought that we would have a future, that we would go far, far away.
But the world is too fast. Too soon to meet, to fall in love, too casually to kiss, to hug. But darling, how could you not understand, it's just a gesture.
Maybe after a long, long time, you will think of this woman you can't control. Then you will learn that the deepest feelings are often silent. Because of its silence, so long. But at that time, where are you, where am I.
if only. I think, I will still love you so silently. You will still have complaints about me. You will still choose to give up. I will still leave.







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  • Luisa 2022-03-27 09:01:15

    If love could come back...

If Only quotes

  • Samantha Andrews: Read one word and I'll kill you!

    Ian Wyndham: [looks at her, scared to death] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

    Samantha Andrews: I was just kidding! I was just kidding!

  • Ian Wyndham: I Love you.

    Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too.

    Ian Wyndham: I wanna tell you why I love you.

    Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right.

    Ian Wyndham: I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.

    Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say.

    Ian Wyndham: You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.