I like to travel, I mean aimless, leisurely travel, not a simple back and forth transformation of time and space. With this mindset, the perception of movies and reading has become an important part of my life.
When I was very young, I had a small box of toys that hadn't been updated or discarded for a long time, they were always there. And I built my childhood through them.
Growing up, I was slowly led by the outside world, producing a confused growth experience, becoming closed-minded and opinionless. Grades are the only indicator of brain function, thank you for not being treated like a fool.
I never thought that I had any youth story at all, or that I was just a small piece of the puzzle in the background of the big era, or a dispensable existence. Love is the product of fantasy, through personal lust to vent the original desires disciplined by social ideology.
Escape, escape, is my only remaining rebellion. Rock music, heavy metal, like the feeling of tearing, let me shape a new self, and at the same time of joy, I also lived through torment. At one point it wanted to kill, the self who had been submissive in life and whose silence was golden.
Cross the wilderness, cross the creek, enter the jungle, stand on the top of the mountain. Just thinking about throwing myself out, in a place where I can't find it.
Broken I still come back, continue to pick up the broken life.
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