The first time I commented on anime, I would like to call it a god.
Watching anime for many years, at first I was touched by Natsume's tenderness, and then I gradually fell in love with the blood of Juvenile Manga, the sweetness of pure love, and more like the fantasy world in anime, in many people who are no longer willing to manage their own lives In the days when I was in the world of anime, I sought emotional satisfaction and escaped from real life. After a long time of avoiding perfunctory, self-loathing has become more and more serious, and I have lost interest in the things around me, much like the enlightenment in the first episode.
This is the most resonant part of the fanli that I have been following in recent years. There are two points I want to talk about.
One is the first time Satoru went back to his childhood. What impressed him deeply was the warm scene of having dinner with his mother. I suddenly thought of my elementary school days, eating a meal made by my mother or going out to play was sparse at that time. Ordinary things, when I think about it now, are a time I cherish very much. Now, when I am in my 20s, I will still cherish it when I look back at my 50s. However, my current attitude towards life is too decadent. I am 50 years old. I see it for sure. The degree of embarrassment. Those who want to know each other but pass by because of shrinking, those days of youth that I should have loved, is the life I am now living, and in the process of growing into an adult, I have gradually lost my love. The curiosity of this world, but it seems that something is missing. What is missing? Wu saved Brother Courage because he believed that Brother Courage was innocent, but I suddenly felt that Brother Courage's setting of cowardly and stuttering was like the courage of someone like me in reality to face the life they wanted, or to face it. The courage of my own life, I seem to have lost and forgotten unknowingly, and the author has greatly saved my courage.
There is also a very important core, trust. I am a very strange person. The experience of making friends inadvertently in my early years made me only trust my best friend, Faxiao. Later, my best friend was Faxiao’s high school classmate. It’s a bit ironic, yes The trust of this good friend, I clearly realize that it comes from the transfer of trust in Faxiao. Later, I will have the same trust transfer for my best friend's best friend. Because I trust A, and B is a trusted friend of A, so I will have the same trust in B. Maybe you will think that if you transfer in this way, you will have many good friends, but the story does not develop like this , Because of my previous experience, I trusted only one A. Later, I met a lot of people, but I couldn't build trust. Falling in love, making friends, and even my friends who have been in contact with me for seven or eight years, there is no such thing. Solid trust. This is Satoru who wants to keep in touch but feels far away. My heart was too strong, maybe I never thought that they were people who could be trusted, and they didn't express the desire to trust. Faxiao told me to believe that everyone has the beauty of his human nature, but you haven’t discovered it yet. I didn’t believe it when I heard it at first. There are only a few people who can talk to me, how can I think everyone is good . For example, when I saw Wu's deskmate, she did that thing and I decided that she was someone I would never talk to (slap in the face).
Kayo, who stood alone under the tree, when Satoru trusted her wholeheartedly, she said yes to every suggestion Satoru made. I always think that I can live a good life by myself, and I can take care of everything by myself, which seems to be true, but sometimes I am a little envious of people who are lively and cheerful, and I feel that it is a pity that I am not that kind of person. You just rush, everyone who listens to Wang Yiyun in the middle of the night will not refuse those who want to trust them.
Satoru, who went back for the first time, had the most urgent desire to save his mother, but he did not expect to return to the fifth grade. He tried to save Kadai with his own power, but Satoru, who had a future perspective, did not change Kadai's ending. After the shock of Ellie's sense of trust, she once again returned to the past with her strong desire (there were trigger events before), and decided to treat her life well, go all out to do what she wants to do, and trust her partner wholeheartedly. ...then there is a final, happy ending. It may just take you to sincerely express your desire to trust and be your own hero in your life.
From this episode, I found the courage I lost and had the desire to trust. I suddenly felt that my love for animation for so many years had found meaning.
There are also some points that I don't quite understand. For example, Wu ran as soon as he saw his mother was killed, and the teacher's obsession with Wu. However, in my opinion, the expression of the emotional core is too wonderful, and these are not the point in comparison.
Hahaha I said a lot of mess, just to commemorate this god show
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