In fact, I have been trying to find an opportunity or a carrier to write about the two funerals I attended in one month. Looking at Mr. Church's tears today, maybe three months ago, he might not have felt so sympathetic to death.
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And life has both joys and sorrows, just like going to college, some people find themselves, and some people gradually get lost. There are many people who are frustrated, either they have lost their loved ones, or they have been betrayed, or they are unwilling. And I often think that joy and sorrow are not opposites, but a bundle. The more joy, the more sorrow when it is lost.
In the face of many deaths, I have comforted myself with early death and early release, because I feel that the absurdity of the world is compared with the nothingness of life. Death, the lesser of two evils. Just like the first death that month, he shouldn't have been too afraid when he was diagnosed. Just after a meal, he felt a little chest tightness, so let's go. Although the relationship is a little distant, when I heard the news, my heart was still tense, and life and death were too big, not to mention it was much faster than expected.
Regarding the second death, the moment I walked out of the hospital I knew I should never forget it. I still remember when I was little, when I was in the hospital, she read Winnie the Pooh to me, and while she read it, she forgot that the salt water had died. I was terrified on the way to the hospital because I didn't know what she had become now. When she approached the ward and turned her head, she was no longer familiar to me. Crying out loud is like a stress response. I lay on the bed, out of breath. I think the pain stems from the deviation from expectations. Maybe I never imagined that she would leave in my heart. Maybe I already know the inevitability of leaving, but I can't imagine the specific appearance of parting, but I can't estimate the instinctive reaction when facing parting. Painful feelings. Even now, there is an unreal feeling that my life is still the same as before, but she is really gone; the people around me are still the same as before, but she can no longer be seen.
People always get weird when faced with death. Some people only talk about other things, everyone is holding ceremonies, reuniting with people they haven't seen for a long time, discussing the house they are about to take, and forgetting her departure in a trance; some people only talk about the deceased, saying that she is pitiful, It was clear that everything was fine before, and it was sad to see her white car still parked in the basement. And some people don't say anything, I think I'm that kind of person, because I don't know what to say, and I don't want to overplay the sadness, just looking at that photo, it still feels unreal; just facing Watching the setting sun, and suddenly realizing that she would never see it again, I felt very sad; only when the new year came, I found that time was running and she stopped, and she had a stress reaction in the kitchen again.
It's just that when I watch MR.Church, my perspective and mood have changed abruptly. And some changes, some facts, some situations, once they happen, you can never go back to the past.
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