But ah, after all, we have been together since childhood. The relationship is so good. I remember when I was in elementary school, we met every day in the same class. If we could go to her house to play at night, we would still hug and cry in the living room. "I miss you".
Maybe it's because I'm a few months older than her, and my mind is relatively mature. I usually care about her. She really never puts me first, and I'm not angry. I've always been willing to be her. The second, I once firmly said that your first best friend may not be me, but they will all change, but my "second" position is always the same, so I am still happy.
Later, when we entered middle school, I was not very optimistic about her boyfriend, but I had nothing to say. Not long after, she was broken up, and it was very distressing to look at her with a happy face. I accompany her on the way home, but I couldn't say anything, just kept silent.
Since then, her circle of friends seems to have changed. She likes to hang out with the little girls who are secretly in love with boys. I also rely on the circle of fake literary and artistic fake angry youths. Her grades began to decline again, and she was farther and farther away from me. Later, a powerful father asked her to be enrolled in a key high school in a certain city. Between the provincial key and the city key, the chance for us to meet has become less and less.
At that time, I still cared about her in my heart, and even wrote letters to each other.
Until one day, my letter was gone and never came back, I heard news from my parents that she had gone crazy with her studies because of money incentives. Science first. Only then did I understand the reason for our disconnection. I felt lost and resentful. Could it be that she has always lived in the shadow of being worse than me in learning the magic horse? Could it be that I am a competitor to her? Could it be that she just wants to become stronger one day and stand upright in front of me and let out the laughter of a successful person?
For this, I was sad for a while, really sad. After building a relationship for more than ten years, TMD is over. It's really bloody.
Now, I have to thank her. After all, it was she who let me know that friendship is all about floating clouds. Then, obediently devote yourself to the passionate years of high school. At the very least, she and I both passed the exam. It's a very first-class school. She still protects his science and engineering research. When I go out of my country, outsiders see us and they will say that we are very good.
During the freshman holiday, she came to my house to look for me. When I rang the doorbell, I could guess it was her, but she didn't go because she wanted to make up for her sleep. At that time, it was no longer a complaint, she was just too lazy to get up. When she comes back to my house, I will greet her politely, but I will often be cold, and the two of them will become completely unacquainted friends.
Sometimes, I also want to ask myself, what the hell is wrong with us. Is it because the feelings between girls don't last long? Or are two people with different personalities destined to be at odds? Or, to be someone who is considered excellent by others, shouldn't be entangled in petty love and petty righteousness?
Once again, I still couldn't help asking her why she didn't reply to my letter twice at that time. She didn't look at me, she just said that she forgot, maybe she was really crazy about learning. I was like a person who was in a free fall from a tall building. After a long fall, it finally came to an end, and I was slammed onto the concrete floor, breaking my body and breaking my bones.
She also said that there may be no one else as good to me as you used to be. She probably didn't know that, but I also said that in my heart, but I didn't say it, and I couldn't be as nice to you as before.
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