Miss you still in the script

Deron 2022-12-08 08:33:11

He wrote such beautiful poems, deduced the joys and sorrows of the world, and enjoyed the respect and expectation of this life.
But he only put down his posture for him, accommodated in every possible way, and tolerated everything in every possible way.
He looked at him in the eyes, there was always the love between lovers and the love of a father.
Is he handsome, is he wild at heart, is he restless, is he rebellious, is he cowardly, is he vulnerable?
Otherwise, how can such a desire torture and desolate people?
He told Robbie that he was handsome, young, and full of life.
But the moment he saw him cut off his long hair, shake the brim of his hat, and looked at him from a distance, there was always regret. Such eyes, what he loved, was not the young him. He loves him.
It would be great if Wilde could live in his own script.
However, always accept the part of life that is destined to be incomplete and unfulfilling, and accept those things that are forbidden and cannot see the light.

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Wilde quotes

  • Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: [Oscar is ill in bed] You look such an idiot lying there. Revolting. Have you forgotten how to wash?

    Oscar Wilde: As a matter of fact, I'm dying for a glass of water.

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: Well, help yourself. You know where the jug is.

    Oscar Wilde: Bosie, darling...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: It stinks in here. You'll be wanting me to empty your chamber pot next.

    Oscar Wilde: Well, I emptied your chamber pot... I looked after you...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: Well, I'm not looking after you. Not now. You don't interest me, not when you're ill. You're just a boring, middle-aged man with a blocked-up nose.

    Oscar Wilde: Bosie, dearest boy...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: SHUT UP! Dearest boy! Darling Bosie! It doesn't mean anything! You don't love me! The only person you've ever loved is yourself. You like me, you lust after me, you go about with me because I've got a title. That's all. You like to write about Dukes and Duchesses, but you know nothing about them. You're the biggest snob I've ever met, and you think you're so daring because you fuck the occasional boy.

    Oscar Wilde: Bosie, please... You're killing me...

    Lord Alfred 'Bosie' Douglas: You just about do when you're at your best. You're amusing, very amusing, but when you're not at your best, you're no one!

    Oscar Wilde: All I asked for was a glass of water...

  • John Gray: I'm not good enough for him anymore. I'm just the son of a carpenter, while Bosie...

    Robbie Ross: Oscar's only ever been smitten before. He was smitten with me. He was smitten with you...

    John Gray: I wasn't smitten.

    [long pause]

    John Gray: I loved him.

    Robbie Ross: Well, now he's fallen in love.

    John Gray: I'm halfway to hellfire and I'm not joking.

    Robbie Ross: Someone else was a carpenter's son.

    [John looks at Robbie, confused]

    Robbie Ross: I've given in and become a Catholic. I find Confession wonderfully consoling.

    John Gray: I can't go to Confession when I want to kill Bosie... and myself...