Even at the bottom of the worst, I have to shoulder the responsibility, hold hope and keep my eyes firm

Allison 2022-11-23 08:50:55

Forced to give birth to his father two children, one is mentally handicapped.
The mother knew but condoned the father's beastly behavior, and transferred all the complaints to the daughter.
He named himself and cherished himself, but he was not liked by his classmates and teachers in regular schools since he was a child.
I just transferred to a private school and met responsible teachers and friendly classmates, but I didn't want to be infected with AIDS by my father.

why?
Again and again, again and again?
Why is it that you are already struggling to resist and live your life with
your heart, but God still hits you again and again, and it is getting heavier and heavier?

"Why me?"
When Zhen Ai slowly wrote these two words on the paper, her vision began to blur.
Never blame the sky, never blame the earth, never blame the father and mother. (At least superficially)
No matter how the people around her ridicule, ridicule, scold and insult,
Cherish still insists on doing what she prefers to do.
She kept a diary, in which there were no complaints, only her own hopes and statements about her life.
She had no tears, although deep down she couldn't understand her parents and even many things that God hoped she could learn to understand.

She was only briefly depressed after learning that she had contracted AIDS.
In the face of children, she is still eager to be responsible and eager to be a good mother herself.

Only when the mother confessed that she was "selfish" and craving loneliness,
she could no longer tolerate it while she understood it. She picked up her two children and left her heart. In fact, she was very dependent on her mother.

This is a movie that made me cry from the second half until I can't stop it.
No matter how deep the pain is, it is not one ten thousandth of the cherished one.

We all yearn to be loved, but the way of love, how should we express the desire?
This is probably the course that each of us needs to study hard!

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Precious quotes

  • Clareece 'Precious' Jones: The other day, I cried. But you know what? Fuck that day. That's why God, or whoever, makes other days.

  • Mary: Precious! PRECIOUS! PRECIOUS! Get down here, bitch! You brought that white bitch up in my house? You wrong to bring that bitch up in here!

    Clareece 'Precious' Jones: I ain't bring her in here.

    Mary: Well, why the fuck did she ring my buzzer? I can't here you, Precious. Since you got so much mothafuckin' mouth and you gon' bring a bitch up in my house... why did that bitch ring my goddamn buzzer?

    Clareece 'Precious' Jones: I ain't tell her to come here!

    Mary: See, I think right now you think you becomin' a grown woman. 'Cause that shit you pulled in the kitchen... I shoulda fucked you up. But I let you walk away. And I let you get yourself together. But, bitch, I'mma let you know, don't you ever pull that shit again. That'll be your last mothafuckin' day stayin here. I promise you that. You gon' send a white bitch to my mothafuckin' buzzer? Talkin' 'bout some higher education? You're a dummy, bitch! You will never know shit! Don't nobody want you, don't nobody need you! You done fucked around and fucked my mothafuckin' man? And had two mothafuckin' children? And one of 'ems a goddamn animal, runnin' 'round lookin' crazy as a mothafucka? Bitch, you know what? See, I think you... I think you tryin' me. I think you tryin' to fuck with me. You fuckin' with my money... and you gon' stand up there and look at me like you a mothafuckin' woman? I'mma show you what real women do, bitch. See, you don't know what real mothafuckin' women do. Real mothafuckin' women sacrafice! I shoulda aborter your mothafuckin' ass! 'Cause you ain't shit! I knew it when the doctor put you in my goddamn hand you wasn't a goddamn thing! You wear that smirk on your face, bitch? Get outta...!

    [throws an object at Precious]

    Mary: Now smile about that! Smile about that, you fat bi...

    [Precious kicks the object back at Mary]

    Mary: I'mma kill you, bitch!

    [Mary chases Precious up the stairs]

    Mary: Fuck!