Has anything you've done made your life better?

Zola 2021-10-13 13:05:39

A few years ago, I saw this film for the first time on Pearl TV. Since then, it has taken root in my heart. Looking at it over and over again, every time it was extremely shocked, as if the pores all over the body were opened.

The moment Edward Norton turned around with his head holding his head, his eyes shot a greedy and contented look. I didn't know why, I cried. What kind of world is this, hatred can make people lose and ignore life. But can hatred make us happier? Derek only got a life in prison and a suffering family. Norton's acting skills often shock me. In each role, you can't find his personal shadow at all. He is completely integrated into the role. I think even in Hollywood now, there are only a handful of them that can do this.

We often complain, complain about society, complain about people around us, complain about life. We questioned God, but couldn't get the answer. Just because we asked the wrong question.

"Has anything you've done made your life better?" Sini's words made Derek the first tears of regret and made me think a lot. Yes, life needs to be changed by yourself. Did we really work hard before complaining?

PS. When I watched this film for the first time a few years ago, how could I vaguely remember that there was a sentence in the film, "Every choice we make is to make our lives better", now I look at the original text as " Has anything you've done made your life better?". I don't know if it was a translation problem or I remembered it wrong. This sentence once became the norm of my life in those few years, and it is still today, and I think it will always be.

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  • Clay 2022-03-25 09:01:03

    American anti-racism-themed films, there are some angry youths in various countries, manifested as skinheads, boxers and so on. PS. Another feeling is that American prisons are really like big gymnasiums. Everyone works hard to protect chrysanthemums.

  • Elenor 2021-10-20 18:58:05

    Black people are unfortunate, and black people are also lucky. At least there are so many movies about black people, but few movies about yellow people.

American History X quotes

  • Murray: Derek, what are you trying to prove?

  • Reporter: [Rasmussen shows a video of a crying Derek with his mother talking to a reporter after his father's death] Look I know this is tough. But how do you feel right now?

    Derek Vinyard: How do you think I feel? I think it's typical.

    Reporter: Typical how?

    Derek Vinyard: Well, this country is becoming a haven for criminals so what do you expect? You know, decent hard-working Americans like my dad are getting rubbed out by social parasites.

    Reporter: Parasites?

    Derek Vinyard: Blacks, Browns, Yellow whatever.

    Reporter: I don't understand you're saying that you think maybe your father's murder was race related?

    Derek Vinyard: Yeah it's race related! Every problem in this country is race related not just crime. It's like... immigration, AIDS, welfare those are problems in them. The Black community, the Hispanic community, the Asian community, they're not White problems.

    Reporter: Derek, are those really issues that deal with poverty?

    Derek Vinyard: No. You know, no. They're not products of the environment either that's crap. Minorities don't give two shits about this country, they've come here to exploit it, not to embrace it.

    Reporter: What does this...

    Derek Vinyard: I mean millions of white European Americans came here and flourished you know within a generation so what the fuck is the matter with these people going around shooting a... fireman?

    [cries]

    Reporter: What does this have to do with the murder of your father?

    Derek Vinyard: Because my father was murdered doing his job! Putting out a fire in fucking Nigger neighborhood. He shouldn't be giving a shit about. He got shot by a fucking drug dealer who probably still collects a welfare check!