When she was a daughter, she didn't get the so-called fair paternal love.
Her sister is sick, so the love that her family gave her is sick.
We always like to put words like "sympathy" and "poor" on a patient to give them more care. Over time, when it becomes a habit, it is not that the weights placed on the fair scale are worn out, but that the balance in our hearts has already been out of balance. So, naturally, we impose the word "sick" on people who are "sick".
She would always make a face, trying to please her father.
But in the end, when she put on a kimono and her father took a picture of her, she realized that her father's love was still 100% on her sister. The funny thing was that she couldn't get rid of that grimace. habit.
Dazai Osamu wrote these words in "Disqualification in the World":
"At this time, what I think about is to entertain others.
This is the last courtship I have for people. I, I am extremely afraid of people at the same time, but I can't do anything to them. Give up. So, I have to please people, so that I can keep a trace of human involvement.
I make my family laugh through funny and funny behavior, even those who make me feel more inexplicable than my family, the maids and maids are all my efforts to entertain. The object."
In order to entertain others, Matsuko has also tried her best to please others through her funny face?
The plot is absurd and exaggerated. When dealing with the school episode, she failed to handle it "smoothly", so she was fired. She broke out, she cut ties with her family, she escaped.
Her first love, the noble writer who thought he was the reincarnation of Osamu Dazai, committed suicide by lying on the rails in a tragic way, leaving her to face the dark world alone.
Her second lover just took her to take the pleasure of being a woman of an aloof writer, but he didn't love her, he chose his family without hesitation, and left her to face her lonely life alone.
Her third lover, because she was no longer young and beautiful, gave all her money to a woman who was younger than her. They were half-way foes, just to make peace with money, leaving her to attempt suicide and face the prison window. career.
Her fourth lover, a poor but honest barber, lived a mediocre life like an ant. He gave her hope, and silently smoothed the edges and corners of this despair in the oblivion of time, leaving behind She was alone in joy.
Her fifth lover, the student who stole the money back then, was actually the student who stole the money back then, so they could fall in love this time, but "the two hands are tightly clenched, and there are many mistakes in the world".
So she doesn't love anymore, she doesn't dare.
She thought she would become a white swan when she grew up, but she did not expect to become a black crow again and again.
Whenever she said "ただいま" I'm back, she thought she could have a chance to start over.
She had a sweet singing voice, full of the breath of life, because she believed in love again, and she had the courage to live again, but God, how can you be so cold.
There is no love in life, because it is the saddest thing in life.
This film always tells the story of "The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko" with a cold humor and interlude.
The narrator is always changing, from Matsuko's self-narration to the narration of her by people around her.
The question is, "who" or "what" disliked Matsuko's life?
It is a man, why the fate of Matsuko is dominated by one man.
Matsuko has lived for the man she loves all her life, her father, her first love, the male teacher, her aloof writer, her lover, her hairdresser, her gangster lover.
Even if you sacrifice your own body, even if you are irrational, as long as you don't face it alone.
From a psychological point of view, the long-lost father's love is the trigger for this tragedy. When a young child needs to gain pampering and trust, she doesn't get it, so she is like a child who can't get candy, becoming more arrogant and demanding.
"Born to be human, sorry".
Because she has not been loved by real "people" since she was born, and she has the initiative to ask for in love, but she cannot get it.
So in the play, she would cry and ask "why, why, why?"
No one gave her a reasonable explanation. This lack of crumbs and jokes made her subtly subtly smack her father, which was due to her own problems.
Giving her lover chances again and again, she wants to get better again and again.
Sorry, what went wrong again.
Actually it wasn't her fault. It's that Libra.
So she didn't know it until she died. She said "I'm born to be human, I'm sorry"
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