Let me talk about my personal opinion, Ah Hao has always lived according to the expectations of others, his life trajectory is already determined, the portraits given to him by others and the kindness he has carved into his bones (perhaps selflessness is better, he doesn't want to create for others) Any material or psychological troubles, live carefully) He is not allowed to have any willful and outrageous actions (just like Xiaoyu and his younger brother, they live willfully, their ego is the first, and the consideration of others is second. , who care that his actions will cause great trouble to others, but others are tolerant to them, perhaps it can be said to be partial, because troublemakers often get more attention and care. His love for others Too kind, on the premise of self-sacrifice, he is really too lonely and has no sense of existence, but he would rather live in this loneliness than cause any trouble for others. In his opinion, others are hard enough. So it is a prison, and there is no freedom. This freedom is the freedom to control oneself (alas, it is better for people to live selfishly), and the only way to gain freedom is to break through his inner self, but it cannot. His death is a kind of relief, the only waywardness, the author's helplessness and imagination.
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