Although the happiness that the heroine gets is fleeting after the death of her lover, I still envy her for finding true love, burning passion, and experiencing emotional ups and downs, at least she has had solid emotions.
On the day of watching the film, I just ended an unpleasant call with my family. Because of different ways of living, because of different values, the fuse is the estrangement in the way of lovers. The thoughts and practices of my parents I heard today made me feel that being asked to help a loved one is a very painful, aggrieved and infuriating thing.
Say sorry first. I am just a migrant worker who can take care of my three meals a day. I work in different places all the year round and live alone. Year after year, there is no one around me who can relieve my boredom to amuse me, and I don’t have an interest that can really be used to relieve my boredom. Faced with a bunch of trivial things that I thought were meaningless and boring but had to be done, I was just dealing with this every day, digging through the little savings I saved, and being reminded by my parents that I should spend generously on things I didn’t want to invest at all. When it comes to consumer goods, this gives me a feeling of being calculated and hurt.
I cried, and this was the first time I knew that I would be sad for not being well cared for. It also forced me to see the reality: no one would put my well-being in the first place when they made a decision, and no one was willing to consider all aspects for me in order to protect me. It turns out that I don't mind if no one loves me, very mindful.
Whether it's to vent my dissatisfaction or protect myself, I talked to the elders on the other end of the phone. Yes, do what TA wants to do, so I feel guilty that at this stage, I can't be accustomed to my family and follow my family, so I am suffering, suffering because of my low ability, and suffering because I don't know when I will have the ability to break the game.
My anger is more from stress and from my own stupidity. Why is it so easy for me to be rhythmized by others and social trends after living independently for so many years? I have always known that this world is not perfect. People often have too many desires and are often not worthy of their abilities, but they are greedy. I also know why I know them all, but I still can’t calm down and not be happy with things and not be sad about myself?
Cultivation is not an easy task. It is necessary to face the test of whether or not to love and how to love, and to face the test of whether or not to have extravagant expectations and how to expect extravagantly. From the current point of view, my generosity needs to be expanded. Being gentle and generous is not to become a perfect girl in the eyes of others, but to not want to be too critical in life, because every time I complain bitterly about the unpleasantness of people and things around me, and then think of my tone and demeanor at that time, I will feel ashamed Gotta panic. I don't want to be a mean person. I know too much how sad it is to be hurt, so I must not hurt others.
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