July. Love. Departure

Osbaldo 2022-04-23 07:04:39

I don't know when I started to delete the word love from the dictionary of life, maybe not at a certain time, but gradually and inadvertently left me,
after experiencing the love of a person After the great and long pain of exhausting chases and disillusionment?
Is it when you are no longer in the mood to comb two pigtails to pretend to be innocent?
Or when I was watching a romance movie and shedding tears while coldly rejecting a young and innocent heart like my own on the other end of the phone?
I can't explain why I fell in love with that April Story. Watching that girl named No Uzuki choose a university with the same name (or just a homophone?) for a girl named Musashino, and live a simple life over and over again, just because this boy is in a nearby bookstore, maybe he will walk by On the same street, I ate breakfast in the same store, stopped under the same cherry tree, and got stuck at both ends of the street on the same rainy day. . . . . This girl should be happy, because she feels that the person she likes is by her side, seeing the same scenery and breathing the same air. This kind of mood, I have also had, similar things, have also done. What I am worried about now is that once the hidden thoughts are discovered, or some other situation suddenly occurs, the beautiful peaceful life should be completely broken, right?
God does not bless everyone who loves.
Fortunately, it is a movie after all, and the ending will have a long aftertaste before the accident.
There is also "Heart", that movie I watched in high school has always had some fragments in my heart. That boy didn't get what he wanted until he became a man, the boy who lay lazily on the roof of the building all day and took pictures of the floating clouds with the camera, he didn't know, when many years later he put the ring in the soda When the girl was asked to choose in the water, she was no longer who she was before, and there was no love anymore. There was just a kind of cherishing and nostalgia looking back on the past. So she doesn't choose either.

I sometimes ask myself, what do women want at this age?
Love, man, or match?
Yes, she will eventually get married and have children, nothing will change, she will live like any other woman, no different. And all this did not prevent her from looking back on the past and missing her love.
That kind of thing called love, in front of it, we all become very cheap, everyone says they want it, but in fact, no one wants it.

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