no why

Erika 2022-04-20 09:01:41

I think the reason why Cheryl got addicted to porn and drugged herself after her mother died is because her mother, Barbie, has always been an optimistic, responsible, great mother, a great woman, and has been teaching Cheryl what to be a woman. . As a result, when Barbie raised the child from her drunk husband, and was about to start realizing her own value, she unfortunately contracted an incurable disease and died soon after. Cheryl was suddenly confused. Why did such a good mother, who loves to sing even though she was in deep distress, ask herself to do everything well, such a good mother suddenly passed away? Too sad, confused, and angry, so she began to act against the appearance of her mother and woman, and she did the opposite, degrading herself. The more you want me to be, the less I will be. If I want to fight against fate, I will fight against it. I don't want to be like my mother. But when she was pregnant and didn't know who the father of the child was and was forced to abort the child, she realized that she was so bad, so when she happened to see a landscape painting by PCT, she decided to go for a hike. After a difficult mountain-climbing trip, when I met the little boy singing the Red River Valley with a tender childish voice, he could no longer suppress his feelings for his mother, and cried bitterly, "I miss you, God, I miss you so much!" Then she was relieved, not so much why, what caused what, what destroyed what, what caused what to flourish or die, or choose another way. My life, like all life, is incredible, irreversible, sacred, very close, very realistic, very close to me, how crazy,,, let him go. No matter what the experience is, in the end, I still want to be a woman like my mother's heart, from the bottom of my heart.

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  • Cheryl: [voiceover] What if I forgive myself? What if I was sorry? But if I could go back in time, I wouldn't do a single thing differently. What if I wanted to sleep with every single one of those men? What if heroin taught me something? What if all those things I did were the things that got me here? What if I was never redeemed? What if I already was?

  • [last lines]

    Cheryl: [voiceover] It took me years to be the woman my mother raised. It took me 4 years, 7 months and 3 days to do it, without her. After I lost myself in the wilderness of my grief, I found my own way out of the woods.

    [pause]

    Cheryl: And I didn't even know where I was going until I got there, on the last day of my hike. Thankyou, I thought over and over again, for everything the trail had taught me and everything I couldn't yet know.

    [pause]

    Cheryl: Now in 4 years, I'd cross this very bridge. I'll marry a man in a spot almost visible from where I was standing. Now in 9 years, that man and I would have a son named Carver and a year later, a daughter named after my mother, Bobbi. I knew only that I didn't need to eat with my bare hands anymore. That seeing the fish beneath the surface of the water would be enough, that it was everything. My life, like all lives, mysterious, irrevocable, sacred, so very close, so very present, so very belonging to me. How wild it was, to let it be?