When I was watching it, I was thinking of Huang Biyun and her piece "She is a woman, I am a woman too". Hilary and Jackie, "I" and Xu Zhixing, how similar the sensitive and fragile emotions of the gossamer are.
The emotion between girls will be a song that can't be sung. When I was a teenager, the experience of growing up together, the sharing of ignorant emotions in adolescence...Unconsciously, a certain place in my heart is convenient to regard each other as my fulcrum. In the later stage of growth, I was in a state of turmoil, full of troubles that I couldn't think about. Refuse to grow up, refuse to change. This fear of the unpredictable future makes the character violent, willful, and unreasonable.
I don't think it's homosexuality by the usual definition. Sometimes, it doesn't even have anything to do with gender, it's more like a kind of kinship dependence.
So, after the movie, I forgive them one by one. For Jackie's unreasonable willfulness, for her unethical practices, it can be relieved. In the end, it was already very miserable. Jackie on the sickbed lost her ability to take care of herself and was swallowed up by death bit by bit... Sister Hilary was on her way home from visiting her when she received the news of her death and was devastated. There were fallen leaves all over the floor, Hilary knelt down in the fallen leaves and cried bitterly...
When he saw little Hilary and little Jackie hugging tightly by the seaside, Jackie said to Hilary firmly: "I just want to tell you. Everything is going to be all right." Suddenly I understood that the so-called old age is just an eternal oath in my heart. At that moment, if you really say it, I am willing to listen. The so-called loneliness like fireworks is just a dance that no one appreciates in the eyes of lonely people, and fireworks and dance itself may not be lonely.
Freud believed that the true expression of human nature stems from repression. He uses this to analyze people's spirit and character. And what about us mediocre people? Those so-called depression are mostly unconscious, for example, it is easy to forget the breathing itself under the condition of sufficient oxygen. On the other hand, we are also not brave enough, we dare not think about those small emotions and face them.
We are always getting old too fast and wise too late. In the wilderness of time, I hope there will be a chance to say "sorry" to the last indebtedness and loss.
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