Usually when I'm depressed and a mess, I hide at home alone and watch the same movie, "White" over and over again, but I searched for the discs in the house yesterday and couldn't find it. So I watched this - "my life without me". It's also very good, I think I'll use her next time. A 23-year-old girl, her father was in prison when she was a child, and her mother was despairing and began to complain about the whole world, smoking cigarettes all the time, watching old movies and crying secretly in her room and decided to spend the rest of her life like this. When she was 15 years old, she cried when watching NIRVARA's scene unplugged. Don, a boy next to her, who was not much older than her, was going to hand her a handkerchief to wipe her tears, but he didn't have a handkerchief either, so he took off his T-shirt give her. So the two of them started living together, living in a trailer in their mother's yard, with the only man who had ever kissed her, at 17 she gave birth to her first daughter, at 19 her second, a family of four Living on a trailer, also full of laughter, she goes to a college every night to work as a cleaner, surrounded by people her age. The doctor told her that she had cancer because she was so young and the cancer was spreading so fast that she could only live two to three months. 23 years of life, that's what happened.
After a day's work, she walked into a cafe, took out a small notebook calmly, and asked the waiter for a pen: THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE - and drew a line under it, and then pondered for a while. , then write down like flying -
1, say "I love you" to my daughters several times a day.
2. Find a new wife for Don that the daughters like.
3. Tape the birthday messages of the daughters before they turn 18.
4. The family has a picnic on the beach.
5. Smoking and drinking as you please.
6. Say whatever comes to your mind.
7. Have sex with other men and see what's going on.
8. Make someone fall in love with me.
9. Go to prison to see Dad.
10. Get crystal nails and fiddle with your hairstyle.
All of her things have come true. She felt that life was wonderful, wonderful while alive, and wonderful after death.
I never knew what a "cult" movie was, but several of my favorite movies were classified as cult by them.
I spend most of my life sleeping and watching movies, the only two things that make me feel comfortable, but if it's not for work, I hate talking to people about movies, movies are not for talking, I think, especially It's for a finished movie, that's it. But sometimes we still have to talk about her, which makes me sad.
Talking about life can also be boring, especially with people who are just as determined to live as you are. Your life is as miserable as everyone else's, it's just that you realize it and others don't, or someone else realizes and you deliberately play stupid, and the end is the same, old and dead. Unless you decide to end your life yourself, or you've been told your life is only two months away. I'm not talking about boring words, because if we feel that life is boring to the extreme, or miserable to the extreme, you can choose to end it. You don't want to end, sometimes it's not because of yourself, but because you're afraid that the person who loves you will be sad because of it, the person who loves you will hate you because of it, and the person who hates you will be proud of it, and the person who hates you will finally find it because of it The courage to live; or you are afraid of the end, you may be afraid of reincarnation, the end of which is just the beginning of another ordeal, or you are a Christian, and those who commit suicide are afraid of suffering in hell; or you are afraid that you will regret... …then you might as well live with the mentality of a dying person, like me. This will be very happy, you can convince yourself to find meaning in the meaningless life. Even though you are doing the same things, doing what you love or have to do, you will be happy, and the little joys in life will make you feel meaningful, but that’s all. But so. Life.
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