This episode mentions Rick's love for the first time and expresses his loneliness so frankly for the first time. It can be said to be the saddest episode so far.
*First of all, it gave me a dimensional thinking about love. Rick and unity are two extremes, one is the ultimate in personality, and the other is the top of assimilation. It can be said that they have the ultimate attraction to each other, But the last one left a letter to Rick and decided to leave. I think I can relate to it to some extent. I think the same thing about Brother Jing, maybe I also have a similar attraction to Rick by Oneness, but similarly, I am the same as Oneness. Although the other party is very attractive to me, we find ourselves lost in the process of getting along. We became less and less like ourselves, and the process of getting along was very happy, but it gradually became unlike ourselves, so we chose to leave. This is a contradictory proposition. Because we are different, we are attracted to each other, but our gathering makes us gradually lose ourselves. Like two magnetic poles, they are close to each other from a distance, but they are attracted but not suitable for each other.
I often dream or think about things related to him for a long time, but if you think about it carefully, you will find that there are some things that you just don't want to face. Remembering that the school has not been blocked yet, I sent him a message when he came back for vacation and asked him if he wanted to come out and fly a kite together. Of course, most of them believed what he said was true. I used to think that if he likes me very much, then everything he loves can be equal, but no, even if I just think about it, I will be very sad because of the gap and anxiety caused by "class". I think I really like this person very much. I even gave up the principle that I have always adhered to, and I am planning to have a child with him in the long run. I think, he is so squatter, so he can let the children accompany him more Accompany him, but if I raise a child who is not close to me in the future, or because her growth conditions are superior to me, I think I can't accept the harm from my child at all. Of course I understand that at the end of the day, it's up to you how others treat you. The crux of the matter lies with me, and it has nothing to do with them. But if I think about it this way, what kind of people will I meet in the future, and what kind of people can tolerate me like this? Thinking about the traditional blind dates, I don't feel like I'm a good fit and could make the other person go wild.
*Secondly, there is a deep sense of loneliness in it. Rick is undoubtedly a genius. His genius makes him stand out from the crowd. Almost no one can understand him. He is very lonely, but his foundation is a person. I still can't get rid of the social attributes of people in my heart. He was alone in his garage. When he finally committed suicide, it reminded me of the wine stain on the corner of his mouth, "Everyone is drunk and I wake up alone", genius loneliness is more lonely.
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