Casual thoughts, and suppressed feelings

Lola 2022-11-22 18:49:43

Let’s talk about the whole feeling first. I still can't accept the daily funny scenes in it. Because of the high degree of residence. Although I am not a two-dimensional. But when I watched it, the tears flowed down before I knew it. After becoming the protagonist in the next few episodes, I even cried and sobbed from time to time.

Everyone inside felt that it was their fault, that they were hindering others. Although more than once I thought such an idea was really stupid, but on second thought, I am such a stupid person myself. Others can judge at will, but how can the guilt of being in it be eliminated.

Put on the headphones and it's like being immersed in the world of that small town. The occasional interlude is still in surround sound, which is a great experience. Music is nice. But there are a few episodes that basically bring tears to my eyes as soon as they start.

Thanks to several roommates, who are not in the dormitory, so that I can cry alone in front of the computer. And, it's really paper consuming, this show.

About family, about family affection, these constant and even cliché propositions, but under the interpretation of this excellent work, give people a shocking power.

It turned out that the family has such a powerful force. It turns out that family is so important. It turned out that I have come to this day, how inseparable from home. It turns out that home has brought me so much, I just can't even feel it when I'm in it.

Then comes the main perception. Can be counted as text.

is repressed.

Yes, it is depression.

I never watch movies or animations just to appreciate a certain story. I always want to bring the characters into me and the plot into life.

So suppress.

Whenever the protagonists are happy, I always feel depressed. From the female lead to the male lead, they are not popular people, nor do they have the capital to make people feel that they can survive well in society. In other words, they have too little.

So it becomes very easy to lose the whole world.

Everything they worked hard for. Just to maintain a normal life. Even with the whole family. A slight change, will fall into nothingness. The self-satisfied life was completely shattered.

In my opinion, depression should be a fact, and it is a miracle to be able to regain confidence.

But miracles can't happen to everyone.

So I am depressed.

The final rebirth is a supernatural phenomenon, it is better to end before the rebirth, the sadness is real,

Are we vulnerable. Are we all only able to face the tricks of fate and have no way to resist?

Is it that no matter how much courage you muster up to fight for a day of hope, there will still be a day of collapse?

I'm probably that kind of person. Everything is always changing. But I don't want fate to play tricks at will. Or I'm afraid to face it. I am even more afraid that the things that I face seriously cannot be completed because of various additional factors.

So suppress. Their laughter will eventually become the pain in the future. Their hope turned into a deeper disappointment after all. Family, myself, all the efforts, it is too easy to be wasted.

So I am also a little depressed. In the fog, you can't see the future for a while.

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