He seems to be "respectful and insensitive" to feelings, but he has the deepest understanding of human nature affected by feelings. Such Yuchuan, when Shishen said, "I envy you for being so young forever", immediately and sensitively realized that this is always the world. Indifference to math geniuses is falling in love. Love, which cannot be expressed in fixed units and cannot be substituted into calculation, makes the incomparable mind a tool for calculating the time of killing.
"Even if you solve this problem, no one can be happy." Shishen's face was a peaceful bitterness that had experienced the despair of life and death. When he knocked on the door next door again, he was ready to sacrifice himself. Love is the last barrier, protecting him fragilely, separating him from his sin. Yukawa, who can solve the problem, isn't it painful? Like him, the stone god who firmly believes in "correctness" and "beauty" as the highest values, betrays them one by one because of "love". On the way to the snow-capped mountain, I saw the back of my lonely partner walking alone, and finally disappeared from my field of vision.
"Unfortunately, such a mind has to be used to do this kind of thing." Similar words, Yukawa also said to his teacher in the last story of the episode. The difference is that the teacher has never returned on the road of anti-humanity, but the stone god is searching for love and kindness just like the light, and is involved in the gear of fate, and has no choice. After passing the homeless gathering point, Shishen said, "Humans can live a regular life instead of the watch life." Yukawa heard his hidden meaning: even a homeless person who seems to be divorced from society is this machine. indispensable gear. No matter how long he has been missing, no one will care. A homeless person who has lived a life no different from an animal and has lost his sense of being human is also a human being, and he has a history as a human being and has the right to survive. No one can change or cross this line. If killing for love can be forgiven, what is the life lost by the deceased?
Dostoevsky, beloved by the Japanese, spent his life discussing this important question. Raskolnikov in Crime and Punishment has a flawless theory: Killing is a crime, but great men can wage war and kill thousands of lives. If a person wants to change from a mortal to a great person, the first thing to cross is the line of "human life is sacred". When human life can be turned into a tool for "I", "I" is no longer the same as mortals. In order to prove this theory, he killed the "wicked" old landlady. He made a miscalculation and had to kill her innocent sister together. However, the imagined "crossover" has never come. No matter how much you cheer up and take the initiative to play with the police, the nightmare will always come as scheduled. Sophia's rescue, the idea is completely opposite to the stone god. When she knew the murderer was him, her first reaction was "how miserable you have been all this time". Just because she knew his pain, she told him, to kiss the land that you have defiled, to repent, to do hard labor to atone for the sin, the only way to get close to happiness.
Shi God fell in love with Yasuko, who is like the goddess of sunshine, can he really carry the sins of two people and go on the road to find happiness? When she cried and said "I want to atone with you", I was relieved. Shi Shen calculated everything, but "happiness", which is more obscure than feelings, was still too simple for him to substitute.
Yukawa, who has always been alone, said "you are my friend" in the face of Shishen without hesitation. He still can't bear it. Seeing that Shishen understands pain deeply with his genius mind, but miscalculates happiness, thinking that even if it is a sacrifice like murder, as long as he bears it himself, the person he loves can safely take the rest. Towards happiness without him.
Let's make atonement together. In a life that has been turned upside down and cannot be turned back, "happiness" is definitely not a frivolous concept. What Tang Chuan is in awe of is the last bottom line in an uneven life, that is, the equal value of life itself; happiness does not come automatically, happiness is a gift after bearing pain and creating beauty, like the light behind a dark cloud; it is love, Even if I am not good at it, I still believe that love should make people good, and it can also make people good. Love, like wisdom, becomes an excuse for crime, which is "a pity."
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